I don't know what to feel anymore. Why is this so hard? Why can't heart just forget easily? And as mind...
"Chaey" It was... Taehyung oppa. I quickly stand up but he held me by the hand, preventing me from leaving
"What is it?" I glared at him "I have to explain my side chaey" He said
"That was years ago anyways, I'm over it" I said and his grip got stronger "No you're not" He said whilst looking into my eyes
"Then what? I'm ugly anyways, so you were right" I said and he suddenly pulled me into a hug
"No you're not, chaey. You're the most beautiful woman my eyes ever laid on. I was really stupid back then, to even say those words" His voice broke
"I love you, chaey" He said and my heart started to beat rapidly "You're the only one, chaey. The only one for me" He said and pulled away
He leaned towards me and cupped my cheeks, then I suddenly felt something soft on my lips
My eyes went wide and I had to push him, he looked down and chuckled bitterly
"I guess, you don't feel the same" He smiled bitterly before walking away
I put my hand on my lips and it felt dirty, it was like... just dirty
Because it wasn't jungkook oppa's
I quickly went to the bathroom and quickly washed my face
Why am I feeling like this? Why does it have to be like this?
Then I felt two hands, someone hugging me from behind
"Oppa?" I whispered a little
"I'm sorry, chaey. But, please, don't go to him, please... just... stay with me" His voice broke and he leaned closer to my neck and sucked it, and i felt pain a little
"We're home!" I heard appa's voice and he let go of me
"I love you, chaey. And I hope you do too" He said before leaving me
Then... I just realized that, there was a mark on my neck
His mark
I covered it with my hand and ran upstairs. I went inside my room before locking it and jump on my bed
What is this?
I went towards the mirror and the mark was like, reddish and kind of a little purple
I covered it with a little band aid and stared at my reflection
I'm the worst
"Chaeyoungie!! Jungkookie!! Dinner is ready!" Mom shouted
I went downstairs and sat on the chair. Then mom's gaze went to the bandaid
"What's that?" She pointed at it "oh... this? It's a mosquito bite" i said and she nodded a little
Then... jungkook oppa arrived and sat on the chair, by my side
"Kookie, I heard you have a girlfriend" Mom said and he blushed a little "I do" He said a little shy
After kissing your own sister, and you'll become all shy talking about your girlfriend!
"Chaeyoungie" Mom called "What is it mom?" I asked
"Do you have a crush in school?" Dad asked and I choked on my food and jungkook caressed my back, our eyes met and i coughed even more
Mom gave me a glass of water and I drank it all and shook my head
"I have, it's... jimin oppa" I said and I saw jungkook oppa rolled his eyes and looked irritated
"Oh... that little boy?" Dad asked "Dad... He's not that small" I blushed
"When I last saw, he was just 7" Mom said and I nodded a little
"I saw him yesterday. He grew up to be a handsome man" Dad said and I blushed
"He did" I said and Jungkook oppa scoffed "Thanks for the food" He said before standing up
"But you haven't eaten yet" Mom said and jungkook oppa looked at me
"I already ate with my girlfriend" He said that made my heart ache and leaves
I rose up from my seat and mom raised an eyebrow at me
"You too?" She asked and I nodded a little "I already ate with my boyfriend" I said and she mouthed 'huh?'
"You have a lover too?" She asked and i nodded "I have" I said "Thanks for the food" I said before taking my leave
I ran upstairs and went inside my room before locking it
I collapsed on my bed and pulled my blanket, and covered my face
Gosh! I'm now being a liar because of that jungkook!
I sat down and covered my face with a pillow and shouted
Why do you have to love that brother of yours, park chaeyoung?!
And why does he need to break my heart over and over again?
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So... an update
It's actually 10:48pm here, so yeah...
My eyes are quiet heavy, so expect some grammatical errors
So goodnight! I'm going to sleep now!
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(Don't mind me. I'm just a feeler who thinks she has a face like chaeyoung's beauty)
