why dont we(chose her)

Help me

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suddenly someone burst through the door.
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It was him...h-

Jack: Hayes fucking grier.
Hayes:I'm here to talk to my girlfriend

I suddenly feel my body going into a fit of rage and sadness..

Alli: don't call me that...
Hayes: bab-
Alli: no Hayes...you hurt me ok...i don't want to EVER see your SORRY ASS AGAIN! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME.

I stood up and got in his face and I could tell he was scared...I've knocked someone out beside him before.

Hayes: Alli...im s-
Alli: I don't care...get out.
Hayes: bu-
Jack: she told you to leave.
Hayes: I don't care
Alli: Hayes. Leave NOW

He turns around and rushes out knowing ill do something to him. I stop and turn away from jack starting to walk out of the room when he grabs my arm and pulls me back lightly.

Alli: what jack...

I turn around and he makes direct eye contact with me.

Alli: ja-

He smashes his lips against mine but it was soft and sweet...damn it Alli...stop you can't love him.....
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I'm sorry...
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I can't help myself
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Someone help me