Constantly Changed

His misery

"Don't kill yourself, idiot."

"Don't kill yourself, idiot."

"Don't kill yourself, idiot."

"Don't kill yourself, idiot."

Those words were repeating in my mind. Those words of her keep on bothering me the whole time.

Yes! I never ended my life because of her. Because of those words. Because of those faint smiles. I don't know what she meant by saying those things but I could feel the sincerity in her.

For the first time in my life, there was someone who wants me to live. Someone who sees me as a person and not their toy.

"Hak! Are you deaf? Led as your money." It's Won, again.  Well! Who do you think can do these things to me? It is only Won and his gang.

"I don't have---" Before I could even finish my sentence, one punch hits my face reason for me to fall on the dirt.

"Someone is here, again. Let's back off." One of this gang said then they run away, again.

"We're not yet done." I have nothing to do but get my things on the floor and make my way home. I don't think I could even call that place my home because that it is even worse than any places I go.

"You're late. Where have you been?" Here he was again. Scolds me, repeatedly. He's no different from those bullies. No different at all.

I walked straight to my room, not giving him a response. Doing nothing is better than answering his question. He will get mad at me and beat me as well.

He never listens. He never cares. He was never a father to me. Never. He is a drunkard old man, who cares nothing but himself.

Ever since my mother died in a car accident when I was 10 years old. This man changed and waste his life drinking liquor all day and night. He even stopped his work and pass all the responsibility to me.

I don't understand why I am living my life in this kind of situation. I don't know why all the people I have all these unlucky things in my life.