So Long

Chapter One

I wake up on a beautiful Saturday morning only to find my room trashed and my door wide open. My family is home but I know exactly who did it. My brother is kind of a drunk. He likes to destroy my room because he thinks I destroyed his life by being born.

           "MOM!" I yell as I walk down the hallway.

          "What's wrong? Are you hurt?" she says worried.

           "No, but Alex destroyed  my room again." "I didn't even know he was gonna be home last night" my Mom replys.

       My Mom is a short woman with long blond hair. Her name is Lynn. My Dad left us when I was about 6 and my brother was 11. Ever since then he has been blaming me for what happened. He became an alcoholic at the age of 17 and began smoking about 2 years after our Dad left.

         I look Like my Mom,but not much. I'm tall,about 6'0", and I naturally I have Brown hair. I have dyed my hair many times but now I have aqua blue hair. My Mom gets worried that I won't get a job because of my hair, and my lip piercing. But I don't have to work for a little while because I'm only 15.

            It's the weekend so when I go downstairs I grab a bowl of cereal and go to my living room to watch cartoon network. This has become a routine for the weekends.

                 After I finished my cereal I went back upstairs, grabbed some clean clothes from my disastrous room and went to take a shower. But when I open the door I see my brother face down on the floor passed out.
         Stupid. Why would you come home if you're gonna destroy my stuff and then pass out in the bathroom?

     I go downstairs again and tell my Mom that Alex is in the bathroom on the floor. We both go back up to the bathroom and pull my brother out. He wakes up when we out him on the hallway floor.

       "What are you guys doing?" he asks us angrily.

           "You were passed out in the bathroom and your sister need to shower." my mother replys.

         "Why the fuck would I care about what she needs to do. She's just a little bitch who can't even go a day without messing my life up even more." Alex says.

       God Why does he have to be an ass? He's only 20 and has this issue. This boy needs help.
         I turn around and go into the bathroom locking the door behind me. I have gotten used to him saying things like that because he had done it since Dad left. We have tried to get him into rehab but he refuses to go.

             He dropped out of high school and has been in jail twice. Before everything happened he was so happy and loved our Dad. Now he despises him. I don't blame him but we are happy. He blames me for everything that happened. He thinks that after I was born it was too much for him and he left.

          It's been me and Mom alone because Alex left us. He randomly shows up to ruin something.

       After I got out of the shower I walked out in my sweatpants and sports bra. I see that Alex isn't there anymore so I go downstairs to check if he's here at all. Mom is in the kitchen doing dishes.

        "Did Alex leave?"    "Yeah.  I was able to convince him to go back to his place but I called him a taxi."

             "Okay. I wanted to make sure."

             I go back upstairs to clean my room up. I grab my phone and turned on my Motionless in White station on Pandora. I'm Cleaning and screaming and singing along to my music when I hear a knock on my door. It's my mom.

          "Do you want anything while I'm out?  I'm going to Walmart."

       "Can I go with you? I don't want to be here alone."  I ask her

          "Of course sweetie" she answers.

      I grab my phone and slip on my flip flops.

       In the car my Mom turns on my Crown the Empire CD and we jam out on our way to Walmart. We go get everything we need for the week and then go get some lunch.

       While we are out I see a lot of attractive people but one catches my attention. She is dressed in black skinny jeans, a Nirvana crop top, and a Beanie. She is gorgeous. I see her look at me and smile. I tell my Mom I'll be right back and go to her.

         "Hi" I say nervously

     "Hi" she says with a smile.

   "I'm Adrian" she says

          "I'm Chloe" I say with a huge smile.

     I feel something in my stomach as we talk for the next 10 minutes. My Mom calls and tells me she's checking out. I tell Adrian I have to go,.but she took my phone and gave me her number.

          I feel like something can happen between us but I'm not sure if it's gonna be good or bad.

            The rest of the day she was on my mind.

                 Hey this is one of my first stories I have written on here.  So please bare that in mind. I hope you have read to here and have enjoyed it I'm not sure if it will be very long but I'm gonna try. It's not your normal story. Chloe is a 15 year old bi sexual girl. Her Mom doesn't know and is scared to tell her. I hope you all like it. comment on anything bad and give me your honest opinion.