So Long

Chapter 3

As she looked at me with her green eyes I began to smile.

                "I don't know" I say back to her. She begins to walk toward me. We sit down on the bed and talk. We get to know one another. I didn't want to tell her about my fucked up life and how I wanted to kill myself for awhile. I was in highland for almost a year and a half before I was able to come back home. I have some stuff wrong that I won't admit to.

        "Why don't you tell me more about yourself?" she questions me

                "Well I am 15 and my name is Chloe." I tell her with a smile on my face.

        "No shit! I knew that, but I want to know more!" she almost begs me.

                        Should I tell her about Alex? Should I tell her my dad left us? Should I open up to her?

                My mind is racing and I just keep thinking to myself if I should tell her.

                 As my mind races I question myself once more before finally telling her. I tell her every little thing that happened about how my dad left us and about Alex. Everything that was f***** up in my life I told her and right when I was finished I regretted saying all of it.the look on her face was able to tell me everything she was thinking... the look on your face scaring me I was scared she was going to leave...

                  "Whoa... I have no idea what your life was like..." she told me as she grabs my arm gently.

                   I look at her with tears on my face... " You don't think I think different of me to you?"

                   "of course not!" She told me with the look of shock displayed on her face.

                Relief washes over me as she says this. "I thought that if I told you you were gonna think different of me and not want to talk to me again..."

                  "Why would you think that?!" She says with the look of shock once again.

              " That's What happens when I tell most people about everything..." tears start to well up in my eyes as I say these words.

         Adrian scoots closer to me and wraps her arms around me. I fall to her arms and cry into the crook of her neck. I pull away and look in her eyes with my red puffy face.

             She takes my face in between your hands and looks me straight in the eyes.

            "Chloe I am not like those other people. I am here for you now... I'm not going anywhere."

                        I shake my head and crack a small smile. As I smile I wipe the tears from my face.

                  Next thing I know Adrian is leaning towards me as if she is going to kiss me. I get up and go to the bathroom when I see this... When I get back she is standing in my doorway.

                 "What are you doing?" I ask with a confused look on my face.

               "I think I'm gonna go home. I have a lot of stuff to do at my place."  She tells me.

           "Oh... Okay. I'll text you."

              "Okay. Bye Chloe..."

     I go back to my bed and lay there... tears start to well up again. What did I do wrong? Was it something I did? Was it something I said?

          I hear my door slam open. I look at my door and scream...

             "What the hell is going on!"