*play the song above while reading this for more effects*
Your Pov:
I sit on the bed as I read the hate from the fans.
"Why do they hate me?" I ask myself
"She doesn't deserve Jonah"
"She's so ugly"
"Three years difference!!! Is Jonah crazy?"
"What a slut"
Every comment that I got on Instagram tore me. Small sobs escape my mouth
Hold onto me.
Cause I'm little unsteady
Little unsteady"Maybe I'm not right for him" I tell myself
"Maybe I should leave"
Jonah as always told me to ignore the hate but somehow I can't seem too. It haunts my mind.
"Just kill yourself"
They are right. I should leave but I can't live without Jonah. I love him way to much .
I leave my phone on the bed and take out my suitcase. Its a good thing Jonah is on tour now. I take all my clothes and stuff in it. I zip the bag and decide to send Jonah a message.
"Hey Jonah. I'm so sorry for what I'm gonna do now. Hope you forgive me" I say and send the voicemail
I grab my suitcase and phone before walking out of the why don't we house. I lock the front door and get into my car. My vision is blur as I drive but I somehow reach the pharmacy.
"Give me a bottle of sleeping pills" I ask the druggist
He nods and hands me the bottle. I pay him the cash and leave.
Mama come here
Approach appear
Daddy I'm alone
Cause this house don't feel like homeI park the car at my apartment and rush into my house. I fling my phone the the bed and slouch myself on the bed.
"I'm so Sorry Jonah" I tell myself
"I'm sorry for leaving you"
I open the bottle and empty few of it in my hand. I'm hesitate to take it.
They hate you
You don't deserve him
All the hate rushes to my mind. I shut my eyes and throw it in my mouth. I walk into the kitchen and dispose the bottle. I take a bottle of water from the fridge and drink some water when I hear footsteps.
"Y/N"
Cause I'm little unsteady
I quickly wipe my eyes and turn around to see Jonah standing in front of me looking broken as ever.
"W-what are you doing here?" You ask in disbelief
"I came to surprise you when I got your message. What did you do?"
I couldn't hold it any longer. I fall to my knees as I burst into tears.
"Oh my baby" he gasps and rushes yo my side.
He wraps his arms around me and I cling onto him.
"I can't take it. I can't do this. They hate me . They hate us. I'm so sorry. I love you but I can't. I can't manage. Its too much. They are getting worse" I ramble as I cry.
Hold on
Hold onto me
Cause I'm little unsteady"Baby baby stop" he hushes and grabs my face.
"Please ignore them. I love you. I don't care what they say. I need you. Please don't leave me" he pleads
"I love you but I can't"
I start to feel dizzy. The pills must be kicking in. My vision starts to blur.
"If you love me don't let go"
"I-I'm sorry" is the last thing I say before everything goes blank .
Jonah's POV:
"If you love me don't let go" I say desperately
I can't loose her. I need her. She is my everything .
"I-I'm sorry"
After those words leave her mouth her body goes numb.
"No no baby. What did you do?" I say as I shake her up
"Don't let go" I beg as I cry.
"If you love me don't let go"
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Okay who's crying now?
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