A struggle

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(hey I'm back again...I just never felt better, well, hey a new chapter to just make things too edgy :3. Enjoy)

Luke's pov:

I woke up from that strange dream from some sort of timeline...but I hear arguments from my parents room. I knew that they were fighting about their care and money over night.

All of them are rubbish. I decided to go forward to my closet and get my clothes for school, when I enter the bathroom. I sat down on the floor, cryin'.

I couldn't handle any of this, I want everything to be normal...it's not so normal like my hometown...I wish I could take it back and go back home.

I started to get ready for school and I skipped breakfast because, why need to spend time on that stuff?.

Jean meet me up with a hug on the back, which make me happy but it's more upsetting at school. Everyone makes fun of our relationship between me and Jean, they call us 'gay' when we sit together.

I couldn't handle it. Teachers won't ever listen to my problems and said I went too far with the relationship.

I shed a tear while walking with him.

"Hey, it's okay.... We'll ignore them. I'm here for you." Jean said for something positive.

"Its.....not....that.... Everything's so wrong..." I shed more tears.

Jean gave me a hug again and I hugged him back.

"Talk to me at lunch, okay partner?" Jean said it with a smile.

"M'kay.." I smiled back.

Everything went fine now.

Jean's pov:

I guess that Luke might have a problem  with his family and the school. Its actually the same thing as me, Frisk wouldn't talk to me anymore because I was an "evil brother".

I can't really handle all that stuff but luckily, school break is coming up. I can help Luke and Luke can help me.

I went to my class and Luke went to his, Alyssa approaches me.

"Hey, what's wrong buddy? Problem?"
Alyssa says in a concern tone.

"Yeah, Luke's said that everything is wrong. Yet I think the same way too.."

I replied in a sad way...
It really hurts.

"At least your gonna talk to him?"

"Yeah, Alyssa.."

"Okay, see ya later at the meeting!"

I smiled at her...but I feel like I wanna punch or smack someone with a pan.

I continued class as usual.

(Le time skip)

It was lunch and now I get to talk with Luke now, of course that we have to sit outside where no-one can see us or hear us.

Its basically at the back of the school...

Now i need to explain to him that I have the same problem at home.

"Hey, um Jean...?"

Luke looks so suspicious when we met up again.

"Yeah, What is it?"

I felt that Luke just shed a tear again.

" I think we shouldn't talk anymore.."

I went to concern to an almost break down.

"What, why?"

"I can't handle any problems between us at school and the stress at home..."

"So, that means you starting to hate me?"

"Kinda....not really.." Luke said it in a weak tone.

"Ok then....I hate you too"

I was trying to not cry, it's too much for me and Luke. We're friends...just friends for 9 years...it must be a dream...

Luke's pov:

I started walking while not to shed a tear but I did...I felt so stupid now....

"Why did I do that to him...WHY EVERY THING HAS TO BE LIKE THIS?!"

I shouted in my head....I can't be like this anymore...

Jean walked to the opposite side until I stopped him.

"Jean....If I forget about you on 2 or 3 years. I need you to take my scarf"

Jean heard it right...then he hugged me before we stopped talking and I wrapped the scarf around his neck.

He left while holding the scarf...

I left without it...

Everything is crashing between us...

I feel a dark presence of heather around me, whispering of negative words. I am that stupid to do that....

When I went back home I realised that Frisk was talking to Jean now. She is now concern about him....I'm happy about it...

But no one is concerned about me...

I took a photo frame from my drawer.

It was a photo frame of my elder sister....The writing said on the bottom of the frame said "Go high when you feel low, y'all!!"

She was the best sister I had....I wished her back but she can't follow us to this country because of her "boyfriend" of hers.

I shoved my face into my pillow, crying if she can comeback. Until I heard shouting out from the window.

It was Jean's mother and my father, fighting about the complain from our neighbors from the other side of the road.

I went back in to crying, my mother came in the room sitting near me.

"What's wrong, sweetie? Ya got a problem?"

"Yeah... I got one...Why everything's crashing down into some chaotic rampage?"

She looked at the photo frame of my sister (fyi Luke's sister is not explain in the original Gztale) and took it.

"I know you miss your sister. It must hard sweetie..."

"I know...."

"Also someone is staying over here" my mother said it out of nowhere.

"Who is staying over here?" I really hope that is not Jean...but I kinda miss him now.

"Its actually your boyfriend, Jean" She said with a happy tone.

'Wait, did she just said boyfriend?' I blushed hard.

I smack the pillow and bring my face up, out of embarrassment.

"He's not my boyfriend! W-we're just fr-friends that's all" I ended with a giggle, man does it hurt too bad?.

"Well I hope nothing happen between you and him!"

She walked out of my room.

Now I'm starting to panic.

I heard a knock from the front door. It was Jean's parents, I heard that someone is homeless and they need to lend over their house to them.

Frisk was hype to go and explore my house.

I heard a knock from my door, I panicked again.

"Come in...." I said it with a stutter.

It was Jean.

I'll end this here for now hahahaha..

Well I don't think people say this is edgy a lot but it's what I got.

Bye!

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