For so many years I been living around snakes.They laugh in my face but stab me in my back everyday.they talk down on me so much that I can't trust none.its like I'm running out of love ion want to fuck wit nobody nomo.i can't even trust my own family.they all snakes I just gotta peep shit and keep to myself.im loved by few and hated by plenty.they hate me cuz I keep shit real and tell them about themself.
This shit started when I was bout 12.thats when I started to see stuff the way it is.so,I was in the kitchen cleaning up and talking to my sis about how my dad would leave beer bottles on the floor and would get mad at us because the house wasn't clean.i guess he heard me and came out his room and choked me saying "say that shit now,can't here you".thrn the next day he said he was sorry and he loved me and all dat.so a couple of weeks went by and it happened again but my sister's lies on me saying I choked them.then my dad came and choked slammed me and punched me in the face.i looked up and saw my sister's laughing at me.i ran away and hid outside a couple of days crying.this kept happening for the next 2 years and he kept saying he was sorry and he loved me.i stopped believing that shit.i could never go to talk to him about my feelings cuz all he said was "I ain't wit all dat love shit".he say that he had to take a grown-up position since his mom was a crackhead,and he started moving work and he couldn't get it show love because of the streets. So I turned 15,and he would get mad at me cuz I wouldn't say I love u to my mom or give her a hug.he made me that way.he dnt even claim me unless I got money he can borrow and try to flip.thrn his own family started to turn on him and talk about him and shit.so he would talk to my mom about them saying they are snakes and shit.but he keep calling them and smiling in they face and shit like he wasn't talking bout them an hour ago.thats when I noticed my snake infested family.every tax season my dad would be gone for days at a time when got his taxes and would call my mom saying he know that nigga been ova there.one time he came home and said where that nigga at and my mom said she ain't been wit no one but yu for the last 20 years.then he choked her even tho she was pregnant.so my sister tried to help and my dad was finna punch her and she started crying and he ran out the door.then my mom called the police.i started thinking Bout becoming a folk GD and but a gun to shoot him.i know a couple of nigga who want to merk him and shit but I ain't gon do it.
