He was staring at me, I didn't mind though he was very handsome. His eyes were on me the whole time, I try to mostly ignore it but he has been here for a while.
Kayleigh texted me saying that we should go out tonight for dinner and, I told her of course because I love food. I was in my own little world that I didn't notice the handsome man left. I went over to clean the table when I noticed a $300 tip.
My eyes went wide for a second maybe he left his money by an accident? I have only worked here for a damn day and that is probably the best tip I'm gonna get. As I'm cleaning the table I saw a little note
"Your beautiful I hope to see you again keep the tip"
-M
I tucked the note in my pocket along with the money. I hope I do see him again. After my shift was over I went back home and Kayleigh was still at work so I decided to write in my journal. I love writing, it lets me express myself mainly it keeps me calm today, I wrote about how much I miss my family. I love them so much I always will no matter what has happened I forgive them. I feel like during that traumatic time I despised them and I feel terrible for doing so.
I really just want to call them but I don't think I'm ready for that yet I'm not ready to deal with all of the pain I've been trying so hard to get rid of and trust me I have been doing well but, it's him he's still here not physically but, mentally and I don't know if I can ever fully get myself back to who I was before.
He was 32 I was 16 at the time I though he was a good person I thought that's why my parents brought him around but I was sadly mistaken. I want to move forward and I will it's just hard when you feel like something keeps pulling you back.
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Romance"If you love me you wouldn't be doing this to me" Michael did not say anything he only looked at me. "I hate you". I said with tears filling my eyes, he bent down to me level and he kissed me "I love you" he said. I hated myself he's hurt me so mu...
