So... MusicFilledHearts if you read this:
I hate myself for what I did. I still hate myself and I'm gonna hate myself forever..
I don't know why you didn't break up with me.. well maybe you did I don't know.. but I just want to say, I'm gonna love you forever.. there's no girl like you... kind, helpful.. You care about me just as much as I care about you..
I hope you'll forgive me someday..I love you...