My thoughts

I'm the most stupid human being in this world.

The most weird human being.

The most betrayed person.

Betrayed by everyone.

Even my fate didn't leave any chance to show

how useless I am,

how stupid I am,

How hopeless I am.

I cry every night,

I cry everyday,

I try to care less about people

But just fail.

Why can't I do this?

Why is it so tough?

Why people are in habit to hurt?

Just because I stay silent.?

Or because I'm not so violent?

Or Just because I don't like to cry in front of everyone?

I do cry

but at night

With my pillows

Who are my only friend.

Because like people they don't vanish in the end.

My friends says they understand me.

But I say you've never ever try to know me.

I always hide my feelings

Coz I'm afraid people judging me.

No one in the world understands me.

But it doesn't upsets me

Why?

Because my parents only don't understand me

So what shall I expect from others?

Everyone is selfish

They only need your work

not you.

They will be good to you at start

But will be cruel at last.

This is the bitter truth.

I don't complain God about anything,

He made me strong,

He has given me everything

Just made me less smart than everyone.

Even though people hurt me,

I don't Like to hurt them back.

And this really sucks.

People take advantage.

And this my only disadvantage.

I cry at night

But I show everyone that

I'm smiling

But no one knows

Inside I'm dying!!!