I Can't Believe You're Mine ( Bella x Carlisle)

She's Changing

*WARNING- MENTIONS OF SUICIDE*

Carlisle POV

"Blood Carlisle! Bella committed suicide!" Alice yells into the phone. I run as fast as I can back to the house, my vision blurry. My Bella, dead. My Bella. She's my Bella and I couldn't protect her.  When I am 30 feet from the house, I smell it. The sweet blood. Blood. My instincts try and come through, but I stop them. I cannot drain my love. My love is gone already.  My sweet Bella, gone. I basically break my way into the house, jumping in through Bella and I's window. The smell of blood is strong. Stronger than any blood smell I have ever been around.  There lays my Bella, Alice covering her wounds as Bella's blood soaks into the carpet, the blood 2 feet around her arms. "We have to change her now!" She yells, handing me the needle of my venom. We each keep one, just in case of an emergency. 

I kneel at her side and plunge the needle into her heart, pushing the venom in quickly. It hurts me to have to do this, because she could have lived a human life for just a little while longer.  Alice and I bite up her arms and legs, and on both sides of her neck, getting as much venom in as we can get. Her blood curdling screams fill the room as Alice and I pick her up and walk her into my office, which as a door connected to our room. Her screams pain me immensely. I cannot do anything to numb the pain. I can't help her. 

We place her on the hospital bed, her screaming stopping for some reason. Most people that are changing scream for hours or even days.  She thrashes around slightly, so we use the straps to strap her to the bed, so she doesn't harm herself anymore than she already has. I pull a chair up to her side and grab her hand. "I am so sorry, my love." I whisper, kissing her hand softly. I look up and see a mirror. I notice my face, hands, and arms are covered in blood. I could care less. The only thing that matters is being there for her. 

Rosalie POV

I walk into Carlisle's office as Bella changes. The scars on her arms bring back flash backs of my human life, but I ignore them. Poor Bella. Suicide.  "Carlisle, why did she do this?" I ask, grabbing her hand that he isn't holding. "I have no idea, but I didn't save her human life. I had to change my mate." He whispers, his eyes black, which rarely happened.

"Carlisle, she has 3 days to change. I will stay with her until you get back. Take care of yourself. It's what she wants and needs. She wouldn't want you hurting yourself or starving yourself." I say, looking down at Bella. "I'm not hungry. I am angry at myself. I drank her blood, Rose. I drank her blood and I couldn't stop for a few seconds. I could have killed her." He whispers, his eyes changing to a golden with a little red line in the middle. I don't respond. I look at her arms and sign.  The scars on her arms remind me of Royce and the bite marks remind me of Jasper. I cannot believe that Bella thought suicide was the only answer. I love Bella like a sister, so this is killing me seeing her like this. Like me. 

Bella POV  *Three Days Later*

I feel my heart pound extremely fast, sounding like it will pop out of my chest at any second. I have no clue as to why I can hear it this well. It's like a loud bass directly in my ear. Then, it stops. My body doesn't feel numb anymore, I can move. I feel as light as a feather. I carefully open my eyes, shocked at what I see. I can see everything and anything. It's crystal clear. I see dust particles and the little frays on the carpet.  I sit up and smell the air, a sweet smell close to me. The smell is like chocolate, sweet yet not too sweet. 

I turn my head to see Carlisle sitting at his desk, looking at me. "Carlisle?" I say, my voice beautiful. "Bella, I am so sorry." He says, standing up. He walks over to me and grabs my hand, helping me off the table. He places his hands on my waist and leans his forehead on mine. "I will never ever do anything that stupid again." He whispers, closing his eyes. I can tell by his facial features that he is in immense pain. It hurts me knowing I put him through this pain.  

I grab the back of his neck and pull his lips towards mine, kissing him softly. His lips feel like pillows and our bodies are the same temperature. I feel like I am in heaven, just touching Carlisle. He pulls away and steps a foot behind me, a smile on his face. He looks happier than before, which makes me happy. 

"Bella I should have done this a few nights ago, but I couldn't then." He says, reaching into his pocket, pulling out a tiny box. Is he? He gets on one knee and opens the box, the most beautiful diamond inside. 

"Would you do me the honor of becoming Mrs. Cullen?"

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Cliff hanger! ! !

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