"Should I hold on to you or should I give up on you? You love me and I love you, but why it hurst?"
A girl whose her boyfriend was being in fixed marriage and they promise to hold on to each other until her boyfriend divorce his wife.
Will they over...
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Nana was devastated
After that day, depression hits Nana, she isolated her self in her house, locking her self in her room, crying every day. Taehyung and Minako keep on visiting Nana including Jennie and Liza, they take care of Nana, until Taehyung and Minako decided to stay in Nana's house just to look for her.
Taehyung and Minako arrive at Nana's house.
Taehyung " What the heck is happening here? The entire house covered with dust, all things are all over the house!"
Minako " Aish! Jagiya! It's obvious it's not cleaned for several days, check out Nana, and I will start to clean, don't forget to clean her room and arrange all her things."
Taehyung " Okay fine! Now I become a boy house cleaner!"
Minako " What did you say Jagiya?"
Taehyung " Huh? I didn't say anything Jagiya! I said you're pretty hehehe!"
After an hour, Nana's house is finally clean and tidy, Minako went to Nana's room and talk to her.
Minako "How long will you gonna be like this Nana?"
She didn't answer Minako but rather cry again.
Minako " Just look at your face! You look horrible!"
"I should've have died instead of having this nightmare!"
Minako " I know it hurts, look! I don't want to say this but maybe I should!. Why don't you try to win back Jungkook again, just one more try! If it's not gonna work out, then accept the fact you and Jungkook are not meant to be!"
Nana looks to Minako and accepts her advice.
"Maybe I should fight for him one more time"
Minako " That's the spirit, it's better to be like that than doing nothing, depressing your self here in your house! Fight back until you can Nana!! At Least you will not regret anything fighting for Jungkook"
After 2 days, Nana prepares herself going to Jungkook in his office. He went to Jungkook's office and visit him.
Knock! Knock!
Jungkook " Come in!"
Nana went in that make Jungkook surprise and stood up out of sudden in shock.
Jungkook " Nana?? What are you doing here!"
"Jungkook can we talk please?"
Jungkook " No!"
"Jungkook just this time only! Please?"
Jungkook " How many times should I told you to stop??"
"Please just this time! Just here me out Jungkook for a little bit! Please!"
Jungkook just stares to Nana with all those serious facial expressions.
" Jungkook I miss you! And I love you! And I just can't give up on you! I want you to come back to me! I don't care if I became your mistress just stay by my side I'll be fine!"
Jungkook " Stop it!!! Just go!! I don't wanna see you anymore! Just let me live with Siwon! Look! I already give up on us, there's no point of being together with you, we will never be together! So please you can go now!"
"I will not go out of here!!"
Suddenly tears fall from her eyes.
Jungkook " Secretary call the guard and grab this girl out of here!"
Jungkook's secretary call a guard and drag Nana out of the building, she fought and try to talk to Jungkook but Jungkook just turns his back to Nana. Nana went home and never give up.
After few days, Nana tried to went to Jungkook's house, when she visited Jungkook's condominium, he was not there, she went to Jungkook's family house, she stood up outside hiding herself and waited for Jungkook to arrive. After an hour of waiting, Jungkook arrives, he went off his car, stood up properly, fixing his tuxedo and necktie and collar. Nana was so happy and was about to run to Jungkook, but she stopped when she saw a girl coming out from the gate of Jungkook's house, Nana thought its was just their maid or his sister but to her shock when the girl turn her back, it was Siwon, Jungkook's wife, she thought that Jungkook don't like Siwon, but according to Jungkook's facial expressions, the way he smile and that face of him smiling seeing Siwon, she already knew what is the true behind of Jungkook's leaving her. It hurts her, she's dying inside, she was choking on her saliva, those sadness and devastated feelings, those tears rapidly falling from her eyes, it breaks her apart, but she completely destroy inside when she saw Jungkook kissing Siwon.
"So this is how it is? All of those mean words that came from him is real? I thought he just doing all of that because he want to protect me from Siwon, I thought it's all for me! I thought he will stay by my side! I thought we will hold on to each other! But why? Why? Why all of this? Why Jungkook?"
She question everything, she was totally broken inside, and can't believe what she saw, she suddenly run away devastated and crying. She run away, and went to the park where she always watch the sunset, and to where she firstly saw Jungkook.
"Is this the end? Is it really the end of Jungkook and I? Should I really give up now? Is this real? Am I dreaming? If this is a dream, God please wake me up! This is so painful! I can't.... I can't...."
She crouch covering her mouth with her palm crying miserably. Nana was down on her knees broken into pieces. Those mix emotions, depression and sadness hits her.
After several hours staying in the park, she went home with all of those swell eyes still tearing down.
Taehyung " Oh! Nana your hoom.... Hey, what happen to you!!??"
Minako " Hey are you okay? What happen? What happen to confronting Jungkook? Did it go well or not?"
"I'm sorry I'm not in the mood to talk to you guys, I will just go to my room and rest, I am so tired, I am really exhausted I will just rest!"
Taehyung " Let her rest and let her alone Jagiya, I know for sure she is not in good shape and probably everything didn't go well, I am sure Jungkook still reject her."
Minako " I get it Jagiya! So what should we do now?"
Taehyung "Let just clean up this plates and try to monitor her! I'm afraid what will happen to her."
Minako " I'm afraid she will get depress and might think of suicide."
Taehyung "Jagiya why are you thinking that way? Stop it! It's not good to talk about suicide at this state! It might come true!"
Minako " Oh sorry! I didn't meant it that way!"
Taehyung " It's okay! Next time watch your words."
Minako " Yes I will! Sorry again!"
Several days of being in a depression, several days of crying and isolating herself in her room. Taehyung and Minako still stayed at Nana's house, they're worried about her that they decided to live with her in her own house until she will get fine , they monitor her everyday and keep giving her advice and comforting her. There was no day that Nana didn't cry for several months, depressed and devastated.
