Hey, my name is hunter and for as long a s I can remeber I've been really insecure. I never liked being touched because I fell like if people touch me then they will find another reason to hate or make fun of me. I don't like being in front of crowds or when people stare at me because it makes me feel as though I shouldn't be there. I don't fit in anywhere. In not really athletic and im really sensitive. I hate when I do anything because I always think that I hurt people or I disgust or weird them out. When im with friends it's not as bad because they have some of the same issues as me so it's kinda like we protect each other which is weird. I hate that im insecure and I hate that I make people upset but I can't do anything about that all I can do is try to make it through another day. I feel like if I open up to somebody about this stuff they won't understand so that's why im putting this in a story. This is kinda like a therapy session. Well that's all for This chapter hope someone can relate.