I'm Right Here. ( A Niall Horan Fan Fiction )

Part 3 : Mommy

-          . I ran to my chair , grabbed my book and ran to the house . I was about to open the door when I found him in front of it . That Niall ran from the other side of our garden and stopped my way from the other side . he stood there , in front of the principal door , motionless .

-          “ be yourself Naomi.” He smirked .

I couldn’t support it  anymore : he was really annoying  me . I slapped him roughly , then pushed him .

-          “ Okay that’s how you say bye . so bye beautiful.”

 I gave him a look and slapped the door .

If Paola saw me.

-          “NAOMI MARTINEZ!!!!” she screamed .

-          “ y y yes?” I whispered . My heart was beating so fast . *She saw me She saw me She saw me She saw me She saw everything.*  

-          “ come here . help me with your brother Tom.”

I sighed deeply : “ sure I am coming.”

That night ,  I didn’t sleep , totally . I was thinking about the horrible thing that I did today : I talked to a boy , I talked to a cute boy .  he winked at me . I can’t . I’m Naomi Martinez , I will be with Bruce . That Niall is nothing .  he is not like Bruce . he is not an important person . His eyes made me remember mom .

I cried silently under my pillows.

I was happy and sad at the same time . Something that I cannot describe .

I felt something hard in my pocked : that sweet that Niall gave to me.

I opened the cover , and posed the sweet in my mouth  . Mom used to give me sweets every week end , but since she died , I can’t eat them anymore , because of Paola .  I closed my eyes and enjoyed the sweetness .

Sweetness . A noise made suddenly jump : storms . I looked out the window : It was raining . I wanted to leave the house , to stand under the rain for a while , it would make me feel better.

But I can’t . I can’t leave my house . Paola would never let me leave alone . Never.

That night , Niall’s sentence was playing in my mind : “ I bet you’d look beautiful without it.” “be yourself.” I looked at the mirror and saw an ordinal girl , wearing an expensive shirt , so normal. Nothing more.

“ be yourself.”

“be yourself” I felt like Niall was whispering it in my ear . Was he right?

I suddenly  took   that shirt off , and looked out the window . Rain . Mom.

I remembered  when mom and I were playing under the rain .

At that moment , I did something  that I’d never apologize to myself .

I jumped , from the window to the garden .

Technically , It wasn’t  as I expected . I didn’t knew my room was that highness from the floor . it’s just the 3rd  floor .

So I fell In the street, I looked around : Nobody. Hopefully , I didn’t hurt myself when I fell . I raised my head , closed my eyes and enjoyed the rain . I started walking slowly. Where was I going ? Nowhere , just walking and enjoying the smooth rain  hitting my face . If Paola saw me .. she’s certainly kill me .

FLASH BACK

“ Naomi honey  look haha now you’re wet.”

“ puddles puddles hehe.”

I was jumping in the puddles , giggling .  She hugged me and smiled :” yes puddles hehe it’s funny .”

“ I love you mommy.”

“ I love you too sweetheart.”

THE END OF THE FLASH BACK.

I didn’t know if I was crying or not .

Tears or drops? Both. I finally opened my eyes and glanced at myself : my hair was messy , my clothes were totally wet and my shoes were dirty. I looked around , trying to find my house , but I found myself in a weird Avenue .

-          “OMG.” I  whispered and looked around . I was lost.

I walked around nervously , I didn’t know my own town very well . That’s because I can’t hang out . I’m always home ; or in my school.

Some  scary weird thoughts came in my mind : I’m lost , it’s night , thieves , Omg they will rape me , they will kill me . I started running , my heart was beating so fast .

The rain was getting rougher . hail.

I was totally  freezing . After something like 20 minutes , I sat on the sidewalk  , losing hope .

Why the hell did I leave my room?

If someone sees a Martinez in the street , alone , Paola will……

I totally forgot Paola. She certainly noticed that I’m not in my room anymore .

I was sitting in front of a big house , I wanted to ring , to ask them , just to show me the way to my house , or give me a coat .

But I suddenly stopped myself  when I read : “ MCBrown Family.”

-          “ Shit that Buce lives here .”

I ran quickly to another  tiny avenue and cried . It was my end.

“Naomi Martinez??”

Someone uttered behind me.

I turned , it was so dark , I perceived a familiar face .