I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound I want to push my face in and feel the swoon
I lay on my bed listening to music regularly checking to see if Jamie has texted me to apologise and replaying my awkward conversation with Mr. Haste. He saw me proper balling on my first day. What's he going to think of me? I wonder if he knows about what happened last year. I don't want that to be his first impression of me. When I did it, I wasn't in the right state of mind.
And "Thanks". Why did I say that? Well what I supposed to say? Why do I always find myself in these situations I dug my head into my pillow. Lord kill me now.
My phone buzzed making my whole bed vibrate. Grabbed my phone and answered it expecting to hear an apologetic Jamie on the other end. But instead it was the voice of my therapist Rhonda.
"Wow you actually answered this time. That's an improvement"
"Ugh Rhonda it's you. What do you want?"
"You missed your session today"
"And I care because" I said blatantly
"If you keep on missing them I will have to inform your dad"
"Look Rhonda we both now that you won't do shit" I said ending the call
Stupid bitch
I looked at the time on my phone
5:47
Jamie should have at least texted me by now
Jamie pov
I sit at the table in the ice cream shop staring at my phone. Roxy begged me to take her there she said it would be fun even though knows I hate ice cream.
I picked up my phone and found roe on my contacts just when Roxy came back with about 8 different spoons of ice cream in a big tub.
"who are you texting" she asked trying to look at my phone
"Nobody" I answered somehow calling rose on a date with Roxy I knew wouldn't sit well with her "How much did that cost"
"£10.28" she says holding out her hand
I reluctantly give it to her. Well that's my pocket money gone
"Thanks babes" she says kissing my hand walking over to the counter
I pick up my phone again to text rose
Hey
She responds almost immediately
Yes
I'm sorry should have told you
K
K is that all u have to say???
Yep pretty much
Please forgive me I'm sorry
Ok if you're begging. I forgive you
We Gucci???
Yh love u
U 2
And just with one text conversation my whole day had just been made.
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a/n I'm so sorry for such a terrible chapter. I promise the next will be longer and more interesting. Well I hope
