Car Crash // Yoonmin

2. Loveless

I decided to go home. Today has been very strange.

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When I arrived home I plopped onto my couch and watched a soap opera that was on.

"날 속였 어!" (You tricked me!)

"죄송 해요..." (I'm sorry...)

"너를 사랑한다고 생각 했어!" (I thought I loved you!)

I sigh as I turn off the T.V.

Who will ever love me? I'm a total mess. I can't clean my house or cook myself food. I mean I can except I'm horrible at it. 

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I look at the time and is reads 10:00 P.M. "Wow I should probably eat." I say to myself. I get up to go to the kitchen and open the fridge. Then something hits me. "Maybe I'm fine without dinner". I close the fridge doors and sit on the couch. I thought of Min Yoongi. "I wish I got his phone number, I feel really bad for him". I thought while scrolling through Instagram. "He is such a nervous wreck, he has something wrong with him." I thought condescendingly. To be totally honest he looks kinda cute when he is nervous.

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I hear a knock at the door. "Bitch it is cold outside let me in" I hear a familiar voice. I walk towards the door and open it. "Oh it is just a ho" I say jokingly but not really jokingly. 

"I live here let me in I'M FREEZING MY DICK OFF" He yells while stomping.

"You want to keep your dick for Taehyung?" I say in a mocking tone.

"Dude I'm not gay!" He yells putting his hands up.

"Tell that to the thousands blowjobs you have given" I yell back.

"You take that back!" He yells. I can tell he is giving up.

"Fine." I say ending the weird fight.

"Fine?" He says. I don't know what he finds confusing.

"Get in." I say.

He stomps in and takes off his coat. "Did you make any food for me?" 

"No I'll order Chinese."

"Fine." He says while he shuts the door to his room

"JUNGKOOK WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO ORDER?" I yell.

"Um... Chinese?" He says confused.

"You want me to order you a Chinese guy?" I say jokingly.

"Is h-she hot?" He says. I know he was going to say "he".

"Get me the usual." He says finally answering the question.

Jungkook is very VERY good looking. No wonder girls and guys are all over him. He says he is strait. But the moment he brought Taehyung home they were drunk. They had sex... IN MY FUCKING BED. "Oh yea dude I'm strait" ARE YOU STRAIT AS YOUR BONER AROUND TAEHYUNG. There is nothing wrong with him being attracted to boys it is just he acts like he is strait. 

I understand what he is going through. I mean don't see myself with a guy. But no girl treats me like a man. But with boys I don't want to be a man. I want them to be a man. I want their strong and muscular arms around my waist. I want them to kiss my body. I want them to think I'm good looking. I want them to think I'm not fat.