Breathless

Why Do You Do This to Me?

Lauren's Pov

I was in Quinn's room when Ben walked in, and hugged me from behind, and began to plant kisses all over my neck.

"Ben stop, please. I'm trying to get Quinn to sleep." I nudged at him

"I won't make noise, or be loud." He pulled me closer to his body and slipped my shirt off my shoulder to kiss it.

"Ben. I don't care if your gonna be loud or not, I'd just really appreciate if you'd get off me right now. I really don't have time for this."

"Babe..." He pulled my jeans off my waist a little and stuck a few fingers down my pants. I gripped his arm and pulled it away from me. I turned around to face him.

"I asked you to stop. Please fuckin respect me." I snapped

"Geez, what fucked you this morning, a cactus?" Ben laughed

"No, Sam did. I'm surprised you don't fuckin remember specially after you fuckin abused me, you piece of shit." I pushed him away from me as I gave him a dirty look

"Listen bitch. I'd watch yourself. You think your tough shit because you have your little fuck face boyfriend defend you when I start hitting on you. That just makes you weak. You are fuckin weak. Don't think because I'm right in front of your daughter that I won't fuckin beat you." Ben yelled

"I can tell you, I'm stronger then you. Not physically but mentally. I don't need Eric to help me when your abusing me. I can fend for myself. And I can tell you, it makes you a cunt to abuse me right in front of OUR kid. I know you really don't give a shit." I gritted my teeth

"She's not our kid. She's yours. I never wanted her anyways. I only got you pregnant because YOU wanted a kid, I didn't. I'm the only person that would ever knock you up, you're so fucking annoying, and bitchy. No one would ever want to have sex with you."

"I'm glad you think that. Now get the fuck out of my face, and go take some fuckin drugs." I pushed him. He grabbed my shoulders and slammed me against the wall.

"I'm so fuckin tired of you, and your smart ass comments. I can't ever see what I saw in you. Your nothing but a slut. You think it's alright to go have sex with everyone In my band, and random guys. Your fucking stupid as hell. And your so fuckin annoying, I can't believe I even wasted my virginity on a piece of shit like you. I can't even believe I ever got married to you. Your nothing Lauren and you will always be nothing." He grabbed my wrist and poked his nails throught the scabs making them bleed

"I can assure you. I didn't fuck everyone In your band, there for I'm not a slut. Also you think it's okay to sit here and say degrading shit to me, because I wouldn't let you fuck me. Just 'cause you're not getting your way doesn't mean you have to sit here and say mean fuckin things. You need to wake up and realize you don't get your way all the time in life. If your so miserable being with me then why don't you just leave and find some hot girl to knock up, marry, Divorce and repeat with." I said trying no to cry.. But at this point it was hard.

"Because I love watching you fall. Watching you cry, and watching you hurt makes me feel good inside." He laughed

"You're really a sick person. I hope one day you'll get help." I said trying to walk away. Ben grabbed me from the back of my hoodie and threw me on the ground, he pinned me down.

"I hope one day you kill yourself." He screamed.

"Maybe one of these days, you'll have sent me over the edge and I'll just kill myself. You finally get what you want, for me to be gone. I'm glad I was only here for you to fuck and use me. I guess your right, I really am nothing." I cried

"Aww, your gonna start to cry. How cute." Ben said getting all up in my face. "I wish you would shut the fuck up." He smacked me right in the face, but this time it was harder. He dug his nails into be before he stood up to kick my right in the stomach. I couldn't help but curl up and lay on my side. It didn't even matter because he still kicked me. This time I cried louder. I want to throw up. I began to cough, coughing up blood.

"Stop." I screamed, as blood flowed out of my mouth. He kneeled down to my level and whacked me in the jaw before leaving the room. I just laid there and cried, I didn't even bother to get up.

"Why is Quinn crying?" I heard Sam say outside the room

"That's not Quinn. It's Lauren. And why does it even matter to you?" Ben's voice trailed off.

Sam came in and bend down next to me "OMG Lauren. What happened?" Sam asked

"N-nothing. I'm fi..." I cried

"Lauren you're not fine. Jesus Christ your bleeding out your mouth and you have bleed coming from your wrist." He looks up and spoke to himself "where the hell are the boys when you need them."

He picked me up, and carried me to the bathroom. He lifted up the towel seat. "Puke it over the toilet. Let me find something to stop the bleeding on your wrist." He said looking in the bathroom cabinet. I shot out more blood, I whipped my mouth in my hoodie, and laid my head on the toilet seat.

"Why did you do that to her? Tell me." Sam screamed at Ben

"She's was asking for it. She got an attitude with me, and I was sick of if."

"I can't believe you right now. Do you even realize what you did to her. Ben she's coughing/puking up blood! I can't believe you, not you. I swear to god if you even, EVER lay a fuckin hand on her again I'll fuckin kick your god damn ass." Sam screamed

"She's fine. God, you act like I beat her dead." He laughed

"Sam let it go." I tried to scream but it wasn't that loud

He came back into the bathroom. "The only I can do it wrap it up with antibacterial stuff. Lauren, I'm sorry." He moved my hair out if my face

"It's fine." I closed my eyes. Sam grabbed my wrist and wrapped it to try and stop the bleeding. I sat there wiping my tears away that had still ran down my face. My stomach hurt like fucking hell, it felt like I was shot right in my stomach. I pulled my hoodie up, to find I had a big red mark covering my stomach. After Sam took care of my wrist he kissed my cheek and spoke "you need to rest. Don't worry about Quinn, if she needs anything I can take care of it. Eric's been showing me how to care for her."

"Sam, I can do it. It's really fine."

"No. You won't be doing anything tonight but sleeping." I grabbed his hand. He helped assist me to my bedroom where he covered me up with Ben's Star Wars blanket, before left he kissed the top of my head. Sam closed the door after him. When Sam left I closed my eyes, and tried to fall asleep. It wasn't long before Eric slipped into my room, he took his shirt and jeans off, and crawled into bed with me.

Eric curled up next to me. I moved his hair behind his ear and whispered "I love you." He smiled at me, and kissed my lips.