RETALIATION

Chapter 1

We were so good together. I trusted you more than anyone. You said that youll always be by my side no matter what. But what happened?

You broke your promises and everything. i beg you to not to leave me, but you were pushing me away and you just leave me with those words "I loveyou but i wanted you to be happy". Is it enough? is it enough for me to heal this wound?

How could he say that i cant be happy with him when the truth is he is MY HAPPINESS. He really is. The pain changes me, i mean because of you i became stronger and tougher. And i am very thankful for the pain.

"Irish Pov"

Its been 3years the day he left me hangin'. Everyday was a big challenge for me. Gumigising na palaging namamaga ang mata kakaiyak ,and yes it has been 3years but still i cant forget him. Im having a hard time moving on. pero kung babalik siya? sana wag na kasi ayoko ng maging tanga ulit. Ayoko ng umasa, ayoko ng maiwan. Oo, natatakot akong magmahal muli. natatakot ako na baka iwan ulit ako. Kaya i isolate myself from someone i tried to like sometimes pagnafefeel ko na nahuhulog na yung tao sakin. Oo, nagkakagusto ako sa ibang lalaki pero siya parin talaga yung naaalala ko. And i hated myself for that, bakit ganon? bakit ang hirap niyang kalimutan? :'(

Irene: "Hoy gaga! bat nakahilata kapa dyan?! May pasok tayo haleeer!"

Me: "Sige maliligo nako, labas kana dali!!!! ang ingay2 mong chanak ka hahahhahah" Btw, Sya yung kakambal ko si Irene Mikkisha Miller at ako naman si Irish Nikkisha Miller. We were so close na kahit baho ng utot ng isatisa alam namin hahahah. Sabi ni mama ,Triplets daw kami e kaso kami lang ni irene nabuhay kaya ayun dalawa nalang kami.

After kung matapos mag.ayos at lahat2, bumaba nako para sabayan sina mama kumain. Wala na si papa pumanaw siya dahil sa Cardio Pulmonary Attack. masakit man isipin na dalawa yung nawala saming pamilya pero pinilit parin namin maging masaya.

Mama: Oh halika na umupo't kumain anak, baka malate pa kayo.

Irene: yan kasi e, ambagal2 ampanget naman hahahhahaha

Me: Excuse me, thats a big lie sister. Pero dahi kawawa ka nman at naiinggit ka sa mukha ko kaya okay fine. ampanget mo padin hahahahhahahhah

Mama: kayo talaga ,magkamukha lang nman kayo so pareho kayong panget hahahahhahah

me&irene: Maaaaa?! mama naman eeee. (paiyakiyak drama kami mwahahaha)

mama: hahahaahaha syempre joke lang mana kayo sakin e maganda hihi.

me: thats it ma.

irene: yiiee si mama talaga hahaha.