So many times we hear stories about people who write letters to God. I admire them the most because they were able to express how they feel and their intentions why they wrote a letter to "The One".
My heart has so much to say. And I want to express...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Dear God,
You've known me before I exist and I've known you ever since I opened my eyes. You gave me a family I can call my own...Parents that I know it was meant for me and siblings that for sure add delights as I grow. Adding Lovers, Friends, and Foes to spice up my life. Challenges that are like a roller coaster, sometimes I'm up and sometimes I'm down, You provide me everything to hold on to during the ride of my life.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Through the years, I was not a good child. I have done so many things that I know I have hurt you the most and the only times that I truly remember you...Those were the times that I don't know what to do anymore... scared... hopeless... and I have no one else to turn to but YOU. How convenient for me that I can hold on to you...yet, when you are trying to get my attention I have been ignoring you. I just keep on doing what I want, I am very afraid to admit my mistakes because I always think of what other people will say and not what you will feel about my wrongful doings.
I am a hypocrite. Yes, I am. showing everyone that I am godly, using your name. Yet, the real me is one selfish person who only thinks of myself and myself alone. Using self-pity to get everyone's attention so I can get what I want. All these leave me empty deep down inside without realizing it, denying the truth. Blaming You and everyone else except myself. And I keep on telling myself that it's okay, no one will ever know...no one.
As time goes by, it seems nothing has changed. Meeting people who think they are godly just like me. Yet, they don't really know how to love you, just like me. I became angry...obsessed...blind...deaf and loving the power in me. I am my own God. I just use you to show people that I am good, but that's not true. The truth is, I am too busy for you.
And Yet, You were never too busy to hold me when I needed comfort...You were never too busy to whisper that I don't need to worry...You were never too busy to open my eyes and show how much you love me. You were never too busy to be my Father... You were never too busy to be our God...Never.
I am sorry... I am so sorry I failed you numerous times. I was falling... I was drowning... Yet, You showed me how much you love me no matter what. I was too blind to see...too loud to listen...too proud to humble myself. Yet...YOU were there.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I cannot promise that I will not make mistakes again. I cannot promise that I will not hurt you or anyone ever again. I cannot promise that I will not forget you whenever I got what I want. I just can't... Because if I promise all that and fail, I will hurt you again and again...
I don't want to hurt you because all you do all this time is to shower me with so much love and understanding, I wake up each day enjoying that love in so many different ways not acknowledging it's really coming from you and I don't know how you do it...But I am not worthy...
I can't give anything worth the same but all I can give you is my whole being, My true self. Someone who is no longer afraid of what other people will say. I will give my heart and soul to inspire, let them know how you truly love in my own simple ways, even if they won't acknowledge that it's coming from YOU. I will not stop until I pass that message and make a difference.
Words are not enough, that I know... But what I feel... My heart is full of YOU.
Thank You for LIFE...Thank You for FORGIVENESS...Thank You for LOVE...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
You were there...Always
Video Credit To Owner: Elsie May Sese セセ You Were There By Southern Sons
Letter To God is Dedicated To Tatay (God The Father) I Love You So Much...
No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system without the written permission of the author.
