My Last Fear

Chapter #1

Everyone dead

That's the last thing I remember , i was walking on  a dark forest , it was cloudy and I couldn't see too much cause of the mist , I can't see , i can't hear. I keep walking I don't know where , I have no emotion no fear . I am feeling empty just walking straight to my death . I keep walking beside those tall trees , there is nothing else that I can do but simply stare ahead . I can't turn right or left I have no sense right now .
Suddenly everything turns black , I feel myself falling into depth , i can't help but close my eyes and imagine my death , is this just my mind playing games or I am really getting myself to die ?
When I opened my eyes I saw a black end , i keep walking towards it pulling my hand to reach and touch it , it gets near , so near that u can feel its energy calling out for me . I stop and when I was about to turn and touch it a strong hand gripped my shoulder . I turned around only to see a visible and alluring smirk . I couldn't move my eyes to meet the eyes of the owner . He called me . " Emily "
<< Emily snap out of it !! Wake up ! >>
I opened my eyes to see the owner for the voice .

Matt .

My half brother , he is tall , handsome , dark locks and brown eyes , he was popular in school and h as in the football team . All the girls wanted to date him so they just play friends around me so that they get a chance , but of course they are out of his league . Me being his sister , sorry half sister , is really hard , i am supposed to be good at everything just because Matt is , and the worst of all they keep comparing me to him . I don't really care about any of these things , he is my bro and i am his sis , we are different that's why we are not the same person .

<< you are going to be late for your first class , i believe it was chemistry right ? >> Matt smiles at me
<< it's English brother >> I smile back knowing he really does forget my schedule all the time
< really !?! I can't believe it .... I bet my life it is chemistry >>
I just laugh it all and walk to my locker to pic up my books and finally walk to class with my brother calling on me from behind to slow down .

Again I am lost , like I am not here in this world , I can't keep up with this reality , I wanna leave , change my name and my life . Don't ask , it's just how I am raised , my mother and father left me and I was in an orphanage , trying my hard to survive this world and then they came , Matt and his mother , they opened up to me and they open me a new world , I hope I can be a good daughter and a sister for them .
I stopped in the mid hallway and everything went slow .
Am I that stupid ? Why have I stopped ? I hope I can walk . Why am I not walking ? What's wrong with me ?

" Emily "

That's the voice again
From my fantasies , I can't look around once again I can only stare ahead .
One day ..... I will leave , i will put everything behind me and leave.
Everything gained its rhythm again .
<< thanks for waiting sister >> Matt came from behind and put a hand on my should
I shivered, waking up from my deep thoughts
<< are you ok sister ? >>
<< Yes brother lets go>>
We walking silently to our classes .

It is raining today , like any other day actually . I can't remember the sun or at least the blue sky , all my life I have been seeing clouds , that's why I am only thinking grey .
I sat down on my sit and looked out of the window .
Shit is gonna get real , thunders are approaching .
Are you ready Emily ?