What's It Gonna Be?!

Fix you

Regina's POV
I was cooking dinner when Emma kisses my cheek and then grabs my ass like a horny teenager. "Emma I'm cooking stop" she moves my hair from my neck and kisses it softly ignoring me. I bite my lip thinking about how Henry, our son, our young, precious innocent, pure son is sitting in the living room. He could turn his head and see us. Probably won't hear us as he has to play this action movie at full volume. Why do boys do that? So violent! And unnecessary

Emma turns me around and sits me on the counter. Her lips go to my neck and I moan quietly. She sucks harder making my moans louder and louder. She puts her hand in between my thighs and up my skirt. I lean my head back as she sucks on my pulse point. I'm gonna be marked up tonight. "Emma" I whisper. She brings her lips back to mine and we make-out carelessly. Her lips are so soft and smooth. Her kisses are so caring and sweet. She's so freaking perfect. How! She's like everything someone could want and more. And not only that she's strong and sexy and brave and kind-hearted. Damn I'm in deep. Her tongue enters my mouth and we fight for dominance. She pulls me closer and moves my panties aside. She sticks two fingers in me and I bite my lip hard so I don't scream. She pumps quickly and hard. She hits the g-spot making me want to scream. I cum undone and Emma leans down licking me all up. I get off the counter and Emma kisses me again. I push her away "if you don't stop, this will happen again" Emma blushes and nods. She pecks my lip and I smile. "I love you" I smile. "I love you more" I say being all cheesy. "That's impossible" she grabs my waist and pulls me close and we share a chaste but sweet kiss.

"No no no I don't approve" I move away from Emma to see Snow. "Mom I thought you guys left" David cuts her off. "No Emma this is unacceptable" Emma looks down. "Your father is right she has done us wrong in so many ways Emma, don't you see she's not to be trusted" I fumble with my fingers. She's right maybe it would be best if I just stayed away. "She's right Emma" Emma goes to grab my hand but I quickly pull away. "No Regina I love you" I shake my head and a tear falls from my eye. Emma quickly wipes it away only making more tears fall.

"Your parents are right I have ruined your lives. I made you grow up in foster homes. I was the reason you were abused. I took you from your parents for 28 years Emma" She grabs both my hands.

"I don't care, your what I want. You had no control over what those people did to me" I close my eyes.

"No I'm not what you want" Emma scoffs.

"I know what I want and it's you Regina, your all I want and I don't care what my parents say because you make me happy. Happier than I've ever been....please."

"Do you have her heart?" Snow asks.

"Is she under a love spell?" David asks.

"You can take my magic if you think she's under a spell" I say trying to prove Emma's words are true Mary just squints her eyes at me. I shake my head and poof away. I'm in my room and someone rubs my back. I quickly wipe my tears and stand up. It's Robin. "Go away" he shakes his head no. "Seriously I don't want you here" he goes to kiss me but I quickly push him away. I don't like him like that and even if me and Emma aren't dating I'm loyal to her. I love her and she's and Henry the one thing I've got going half decent right now I can't loose that. "Regina you can't possibly love her over me" I nod. "Well I do now leave" he grabs my wrist roughly and shoves me against the door. "Robin please" I beg. He lets go and walks out. I sit on my floor and bring my legs to my chest. Why does nothing work out for me! Why can't I ever be happy? I just want to be loved, is that too much to ask for. I just want someone to hold me when I'm sad. I just want someone to love me when I don't love myself. I just want someone to show me the light in the dark tunnel I'm constantly stuck in. I just want someone to like me for the person I am now. I want forgiveness, I truly want people to be my friend, I just want to be wanted. I just want to be needed I want to be desired I want to be wished for I want to be care for. I am trying my best to become a different person, I want to do good but when everyone puts you down for every single mistake you have made it doesn't make it any harder. I've been good for over two year now and I'm still evil. I haven't kill innocents in 3 years. I haven't harmed anyone unless necessary in three years. Don't people see I'm trying here! I use my magic for good now, I use it to help people, I am giving back. Maybe it's just too late for me. Maybe I should just stop trying :(

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
'Cause you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
What could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
But high up above or down below
When you are too in love to let it show
Oh but if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
oh and tears come streaming down your face
And I
Tears streaming down your face
I promise you I will learn from all my mistakes
oh and the tears streaming down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you