Patient's pain

First Kiss

I walked through the bushes as I arrived in front of jimin.Under the tree.
He welcomed me with warmth of soft smile.
I sat down next to him as if melting down by his smile.

We stared at each other for a long moment studying each others eye.
It wasnt awkward.
It was warm and sweet under the sunset tree.
His elegant eyes slowly softning.
He got closer to my face.
I did not move, whatever i expected.
My heart pounding so rapidly i thought a new world record of the fastest runner in universe existed inside me.

"Hehe,I could hear your heart beat."
His chuckle was sweet as his words.
My face blushed as i looked away with extremely wide openned eyes.

He squeezed my cheeks as he half whispered."cute."
My face became volcano.
He made a slightly sudden change on his face expression.
He looked serious,with father's loving eye looking at his child.

"I think Im more than just "like"."

I gazed up at him in uncertainty

In less than a second his lips were on mine.
It felt like as if my body was paralised.
I had no clue that moment,though it was short.

His lips were off mine and he turned his puppy eye to the far out sea. My eyes still widely opened.
Looking forward though it was like starring at a white wall.

Only thing i could think that moment was
"first kiss."

Then soon Jimin opened his mouth first to speak to break the stiff mood.

"Sh-should we...go down to the beach?"he shyly suggested.
I nodded spontaneously.still looking down.

We both stood up facing opposite to each other.
We dusted off grasses from our clothes.

As we walked down hill, we left a certain distance from each other. We were peeking at each other every second through the corner of our eyes.
Approximately half way down the hill, we supernaturally got closer to eachother ,leaving a catchy distance of inch between our hands.

I guess i lost my focus to his hand, i tripped over
the mountaining sands.

As i was falling forward,jimin grabbed my left arm and pulled me against his chest as he wrapped me up with his both arm.
He then helped me back up. He lowered himself to accurately match eyes with me."watch your steps!you scared me!" His sweet warnning was catchy i wished he could repeat. But instead he grabbed my wrist so tight i nearly let out some tears. He then aggressively stumped to the bench near the beach water.
He sat me on the seat first then himself.
He looked serious and deep not like what i expected. It was a serious looking that made me feel remorseful for no reason.
Finally he let out few words "i...i needa tell you something...,"