Thats Just Life (Before you exit Fan fiction)

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As the hour passed by, the Nurse and I talked about possible ways to stop the bullies from hurting me .

1. Stop adding fire to fire. It just causes a bigger fire. I mean im already messing around with the princess of hell , that should be enough.

2. Tell a teacher or parent . I know for a fact I won't do that cause they'll just hurt me even more . Wow......Im screwed.

The bell rings signaling that i can go home. I picked up the phone and dialed my brother.

--------- C(Cams response ) A(Arias response )

A- Cam. Will you PLEEEASE come pick me up from school? I dont feel good .

C- Yeah, I'll be right there

A- THANKS BIG BROTHER

C- You're welcome baby sister .

He chuckled then hung up the phone signaling he was on his way.

HALL-El-Friken-LLUJIAH !!!

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When I got home I ran to my room. I had to find something to release my pain. I really don't know why I'm bullied. Sure I'm not skinny. But I'm butt ugly too but I'm NOT a whore, slut or a bitch.

I've never slept with anyone . Never had a boyfriend. And sure as heck haven't been close to even kissing boy. I didn't realize what I was doing until I felt warmth down my arm . I was scratching myself . I couldn't get the nerve to actually cut myself . There was always a risk of cutting to deep.

I started sobbing uncontrollably, I couldn't stop . I cleaned up my arm and put on a sweater to hide the marks . Right as I had pulled down my sleeve Cam came in .

"Baby girl whats wrong?" Cam asked walking over.

I tried to wipe my tears away

"Nothing's wrong." I fake smiled but that didn't help because I just cried even more

Cam pulled me into his arms and rocked me back and forth like we used to do when we were younger .

"Seriously, what's wrong?" He asked again

"I'm being bullied Cam. But please don't tell Mom and Dad or anyone! Please I beg you." I pleaded.

I looked up at his face and it was still as a stone . He was pissed.

"Who the F**K Is DOING THIS TO YOU ?!" His tone softend as well a his words "It breaks my heart to come home and hear you sobbing. It's not okay baby girl."

"Please let's drop it. I'm not in the mood." I attempted to whisper

He kissed my forehead and went to his room . His door slammed shut and all I heard were things crashing and banging round. I got up and opened his door before anymore damage was done .

His stuff was on the floor . Glass shattered . Papers everywhere . A slight dent in the wall .

He was sitting on his bed , face in his hands and he was shaking rapidly.

I got up and hugged him .

Why the crap is today so emotional ?

My brother hugged me back and we layed down. I felt myself drift off to sleep. I woke up about an hour later being carried down stairs to the couch. I honestly don't know how my brother carries me. I weigh as much as an elephant .

My stomach grumbles . I haven't eaten since last Thursday and i don't plan on eating again.

"Hey do you want me to go pick some food up? " Cam asked, obviously not aware that I would puke it up anyways.

"No thanks I think i'll just let it pass. I don't feel very hungry " I smiled and turned toward the TV.

Ughhh my stomach is killing me! The pain usually lasts 15-20 minutes then goes away the for the rest of the night.

"Cam when are Mom and Dad getting home?"

He shrugged and went back to making his sandwich .

BOYS . Lazy , protective , and cocky .

-------------------------- Watching TV an hour later ----------------------------

"Flip to the news I want to see the latest on Justin Bieber !" I exclaimed, bored out if my mind .

As the news started, Robin Roberts popped up on the screen.

"Word has it there has been an accident on the freeway. There was a man and woman involved. The names are yet to be released but if you or a relative recognize this 2014 Yukon XL American flag liscense plate . Plate number ******* please call our station. If you don't recognize the plate but are still interested in the names of the crash victims, Tune in tomorrow. Back to you Jim "

I threw the remote on the couch . "THERES NOTHING TO WATCH !!!!!! "

Cam rolled his eyes and recorded tomorrow's news episode .

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11 rolled around and my parents were still gone .

"CAMERON!!" I yelled

He came downstairs and he looked pissed .

"You woke me up!" He glared .

"Go look for mom and dad please. They're showing up on find my phone app but they won't answer."

"Alright . But your staying here. It's late and dangerous things happen during the night. Go lock yourself in your room and wait for me. We can watch a movie before bed when I get back. " He hugged me and left to see what was up with my parents.

I trudged up the stairs and picked up my guitar . I haven't played in a while so why not .

I played the first set of chords to my brothers song . He started to write a few things but never got to finishing them due to his laziness . (The song is on the side . And the guy who sings is her brother )

I had played for about a good Hour and a half when my phone rang .

I looked down to see the caller ID. It was Cam.

I picked up the phone. But whoever was on the other line wasn't my brother .

"Hello this is Christina . I'm the Detective for Florida PD we found your number in what seems to be your brothers phone. I'm sorry to inform you, but your brother was hit head on by a semi driver. Is there a parent or gaurdian with you?" She asked

I dropped the phone and started to cry. This can't be happening! My best friend is dead and I can't find my parents. MOTHER F-ING AMAZING! Life couldn't be better!

I calmed down enough to talk into the phone . "I live on Orchard street . 5th house to the left."

"Is there an adult around ?" Christina questioned yet again .

"No. Cameron, my brother was trying to track where they were at. That's why he left the house. They haven't been home since early this morning. I left school a bit after 10:00 and they were still gone. Pretty sure they had gone to work ." I heard a scribbling sound on the other end . Which means they had written it down .

"We will be there shortly " Christina said pitifully.

Why me?

Why?

It's all my fault! I shouldn't have been so worried! They will probably be here tomorrow.

I'm an idiot.

I'm worthless.

I'm stupid.

I got my brother killed.

I shouldn't be alive