Wasn't I the one you'd happily drown yourself in?
Hadn't I always been the one who stood by your side?
Even when the tables turned, wasn't I there to help you pick up the broken pieces
But when I look at you now, you'd hardly remember at all what we accomplished together
Excuses are the only thing that you can bring up
Not even the times my hands were the tissue to wipe your tears away
Not even the times my chest was your pillow to sleep whenever you were scared
You indeed were scared of what life had dealt you with, weren't you?
No calls
No texts
No freaking mail
How do you think I should feel when I can't explain to myself why I hurt
How can I move on if you were the key to my happiness and I just foolishly let someone else have you
My heart still aches long after you made it break and shatter all over me
I considered you the best thing I never had in my life but you were still enough to poison me
Now I know love isn't made for everyone but the chosen few
Those who'd live and die for each other but now we can't just have that anymore
I remember the list we made together about all the things we'd do
Now I hate everything on that list that still reminds me of you
All I have left is what I had pre-planned before you walked into my life
All I have left now is my depression and my insatiable rage
Aspirations had turned into hope, hope of finally finding unending happiness
They should never have been a dream come true
Because that dream is gone now and all I have now is a bottomless void full of emptiness
I need me a saviour who'll take this burdened and broken heart of mine
Make due with whatever is left and fix me right
To help me find that smile that was always present before my soul went through an apocalypse
But that will never happen, and I know that because I'd have already seen her blinding light
To guide me onto the path of unending bliss
