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'You are a flower that turns transparent in the rain'

'Regret is drenching the white petals between us'

'It may be transparent, but it's still there'

'At least it doesn't hurt when it's invisible'

Jonghyun; Diphylleia Grayi (Skeleton Flower)

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NAMJOON POV

' Why does Jin-hyung look sick, is he ok, should I go and ask him?? Nah, Jungkook will take care of hyung, won't he??' I thought.

"Hyung, I know you're worried about Jin-hyung, why don't you ask him yourself instead of asking us ?" I looked at Jimin and Hoseok who was looking at him with a smug face.

'Shit, did I say it out loud??'

"Namjoon, you are saying out all of  your thoughts now, keep it within you cause I'm not interested in your love concern towards Jin-hyung" Yoongi said while walking away from me.

I felt my face heating up at Yoongi-hyung's remark. I glanced at Jin-hyung once again to make sure he's fine when we accidentally made eye-contact.

We were literally staring at each other for a few seconds -which literally felt like eternity- until Jin-hyung's friend Taehyung interrupted us.

I quickly glanced away from Jin-hyung and realised my face was literally heating up. I quickly walked to class, leaving Jimin and Hoseok behind. As I was walking away from both of them, a sudden memory of the past came back to me.

~ NAMJOON POV FLASHBACK ~

I, Jin-hyung, Jungkook, Yoongi-hyung and Hoseok-hyung were childhood friends. Jin-hyung, Yoongi-hyung, Hoseok-hyung and me were really close since they were older than me but I liked to spend most of my time with Jin-hyung because he's very kind, caring and always nagged at us to do our job as if he was our eomma.

However, this changed when I was in middle school. I started to realize my feelings towards Jin-hyung weren't just some brotherly love but erotic love. I started to develop desire, sexual affection, more possessiveness towards Jin-hyung to the extent that I felt jealous whenever someone other than me touched Jin-hyung.

I know it's pathetic to develop these feelings even though Jin-hyung is not interested in same gender love. So, in order to hide my love towards him, I kept myself away from him even if it hurt me. (A/N: I know there is so much flashback going on ~ ~)

~ END OF FLASHBACK ~

I came back to reality when Mr Choi said "Kim NamJoon, are you day dreaming, huh?? Please come up to the board and solve this equation" while tapping the board.

I sighed and walked up to the board. I grabbed the chalk and wrote the solution with explanation since I had already solved it in my head which was very easy with my IQ of 148.

"Kim Namjoon, I hope you keep your eyes for the next problem" he said. I nodded and walked back to my seat.

~ TIME SKIP ~

NAMJOON POV

After the classes of the day ended, I quickly grabbed my stuff and walked out of school. I was soon greeted by Yoongi-hyung, Hoseok and Jimin since the three of us were in different classed

( A/N: Jimin knows about Namjoon's crush on Jin and their family background).

"Namjoon, we need to hurry back home it seems like there is some trouble going on." Yoongi-hyung said.

"Now what did my father do this time..." I sighed.

'My father always caused some minor issues back home so that I have a purpose to go home. Since I graduated from middle school, I moved out from home and started to live in an apartment with Yoongi-hyung and Hoseok-hyung so that I can have my own freedom to do hip-hop music and also to avoid bumping into Jin-hyung.'

"Jimin, you can go back home first, seems like we can't hang out with you later. Sorry, you can ask Taehyung whether he's free or not??" I said.

'Jimin and Taehyung are neighbours and childhood friends.'

"Never mind, hyung. It's fine." He smiled and bid us goodbye.

"Ok then, Namjoon and Hobi we should move now or we will be late for the meeting." Yoongi said.

I nodded and the three of us walked to the car where I saw Jin-hyung with Jungkook and Taehyung.

They were laughing happily at whatever Taehyung did. I was relieved at the sight of Jin-hyung was laughing and his facial complexion had become better. I sighed in relief.

Suddenly, my phone rang. I quickly answered it and it was none other than my friend "Jackson Wang". I and Jackson became friends when we attended the same language center where he studied Korean and I studied English: (A/N: the conversation is in english not in korean)

"Hel-"  

"Yo, BRO. It's me Jackson Wang, did you miss me? It's been a long time, how are you?" He was literally shouting behind the line.

"Jackson, I can hear you perfectly, you don't need to shout every time we speak." I sighed. 'He's still so fucking hyper, isn't he?'

"I'm fine actually, how about you?" I said, laughing.

"Sorry about that, I'm fine too. I have good news to share with you!! I was recently appointed as a secretary for some famous family organization and today I'm finally meeting my new boss!"

"I'M FUCKING EXCITED !!! How is your life going on? Have you confessed to Jin yet?" He laughed behind the line.

I could feel my face heating up at the mention of Jin-hyung.

"Yah, enough of that. I'm happy for you. Good luck with your new job."

"Namjoon, can you hurry up? We need to leave now so that we can be at the headquarters aka Jin's home at time." Yoongi-hyung said.

"I'm sorry Jackson I need to go now, Yoongi-hyung is urging me cause I have a meeting to attend now so can I call you back later?"

"Yoongi hyung is still the same huh? Haha, say hello to Yoongi-hyung and Hoseok-hyung for me."

"Sure. Take care Jackson. Bye." I hung up.

"Namjoon, let's go. The car is here." Hobi-hyung said. We quickly climbed in the car and off we went to the Kim's house.