To My Crush

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Dear crush,
         Yeah it's going to be hard for me to not see you. I can't believe it's was the last year and the last time we'll see each other.
             You know me just as one of your classmates. We spoke a few times. These were one of the best moments  and also the most memorable ones of my school life. Unfortunately you'll never know. 
               You'll never know what it meant to me. And also what your presence did to me.
                 You'll never know what you meant to me.
                    I honestly dont understand or maybe I don't want to understand what this is infatuation, crush or love.
               I have liked you ever since we were 11. To be honest I never stopped liking you. Every yeat I thought that maybe this year would change my feeling. But every single year I would fall for you even more.
And you know what sucks the most?
The fact that I still have a hope that you'll notice me one day. Everyday I hope that you'll notice me. You'll maybe know what I feel and everything will be okay.
But I know this is reality and not a fairytail.
                You are the popular guy. Like every badass in the wattpad stories. And me I'm like the girl who is with her people.
Its not at all difficult fot me to talk to people and tell them what I feel. But I know you are way too out of my league and maybe that's why I never told you about my feelings.
             But like everyother crush-sicken girl I still hope that we would end up together. I don't even know that if we will ever see each other again or not. Or we will talk or not. But still I hope.
And I know that this is real life and I need to live it with this feeling only.
               I don't know if we will ever end up together or not. If we will ever speak to each other or not. If I will see you again or not. If you will ever know about my feelings or not. If I will love you for my life or not.
But I know one thing that you will always be the best memory of my school life.
I will still smile on hearing your name.
And you will always stay with me as a fond memory.
So thank you dear crush for making my school life interesting.
And thank you for making me experience every emotion of joy, jealousy, happiness and pain.
                   -The girl who
                      Loves you
          

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 23, 2018 ⏰

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