My phone was blowing up , text message after text message , snap after snap. I picked it up and opened the most recent notification which was a message from my best friend Chantel. It was a picture message followed by a regular text message saying "SMH , that nigga do the most. 😕"
I opened the picture message examining the picture closely. It was my boyfriend Kevin and some bitch. She took a picture of him and her together while he was asleep. Fucking classic. I probably would be pissed right now except the fact that I'm so numb to this nigga's bullshit. I'm not surprised that Kevin's with some other nasty ass hoe , but I am fed up.
I left Chantel on 'read' and plopped down on my bed putting my head between legs and taking a deep breath. I slowly stood up and slid on my Nike slides with the strap on them. I'm so done with this bullshit. As I was walking to my closet my phone began to ring. I grabbed it and saw that it was Kevin. I answered the phone deciding to play it cool.
I slid the answer button over and put the phone to my ear.
" Hello?" I spoke into the receiver.
"Waddup bae?" Kevin asked.
He was so arrogant and heartless but I was in love with this nigga. I had given my heart to a nigga that didn't even want it.
"I'm just coolin' , but look I gotta do some right fast let me call ya later bae. Bye." I hung up in his face and threw my phone back on the bed.
I'm so done with this nigga. I walked over to the closet and grabbed one of Kevin's suitcases. I started pulling his shirts off hangers and throwing them into his bag. After about 20 minutes of packing his clothes and putting his bags outside my phone started ringing. I picked it up and saw that it was Kevin.
He got some nerve I guess he didn't think I would catch him. I just let it ring until it went to voicemail. I started packing his items at a faster pace because I knew he would be on his way soon. I literally packed two full bags in like 10 minutes. Within those 10 minutes Kevin called like 20 times. My nerves were high and I was scared as fuck. I eventually started grabbing his clothes and throwing them on the lawn.
On my second trip outside Kevin pulled up I could tell by the look on his face that he was angry. He hopped out of his car screaming.
"What the fuck?!" Kevin yelled as he looked at all his stuff sitting out on the lawn. As he began to approach me I ran back into the house trying to lock the door. I didn't make it in time though. Kevin made it inside and he was fuming. I ran into my bedroom only to be met by Kevin again.
"Get the fuck out!" I yelled.
"What the fuck wrong withchu bae?" Kevin asked as his face softened.
"Kevin get the fuck out please. Please get out.
"How the fuc- Why the fuck is you falling all in yo feelings?!" Kevin asked getting angry again. His face contorted.
"I saw you fuckin that bitch Kevin! I know yo ass is cheating on me. Get the fuck out my house!" I yelled pushing myself up off the bed and in his face as I pointed my finger while I talked.
"I ain't been fucking no bitch. You the one that been fucking around! You just tryna make room for some other nigga!" Kevin lied straight through his teeth and then he tried to flip the blame on me. He got all in my face looking down on me.
"Fuck you Kevin. How you gone lie straight to my face like that?" My blood was boiling at this point and I said something that I instantly regretted.
"You know what?
"Wha- what?" He shook his head at me and plopped down next to me on the bed.
"You really think I'm fucking somebody else?" He asked as he turned his head and looked at me.
I couldn't believe that he was really asking me about him cheating when that's all he does. I grabbed my phone and unlocked it with my thumb going to me and my best friend's messages. I gave him the phone and stared at him while he looked at the pictures. He looked back up at me after mumbling something under his breath.
"Is it anyway that we can talk about it?" Kevin asked with his shoulders slumped. I just stared at him with a blank expression. I was barely registering what he had said.
"No , please Kevin I just want you go. You keep hurting me." I said In a nonchalant manner. But I meant everything I said.
"Beauti you know it ain't no walking out on us. We supposed to be in love." Kevin said as he grabbed my hand pulling me into his chest. We sat like that for a minute. I really was in love with this man but he obviously didn't love me. I was beyond stressed at this point and my emotions were running wild.
I finally pulled away from him as he gave me a confused but saddened look. "I can't do this shit no more please just leave this ain't love right here. I said shaking my head as a tear rolled down my face.
"Alright I see it ain't no changing ya mind bae. I'm gone but just know I do love you." Kevin got off my bed and reached into his pocket pulling out a bankroll of hundreds. I immediately began to protest but he wouldn't take it back and he left without another word.
I watched him grab his stuff from my yard and leave. I sighed a sigh of relief and layed back down in my bed crying my eyes out. After a while I drifted off to sleep from crying so much.
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A/N : I hope y'all enjoyed 🤗!! What y'all think about Kevin?? What about Beauti?? Where does this story go from here?! Next update after 20 reads I promise I'm not giving up on this story hope y'all like it. (Kevin in the mm and Beauti is on the cover)
Ily so much kisses 😘 stay great😌~Iamtherealist
