Living in a house with 3 other siblings is chaos, especially with them being all different ages; 15, 9, and 3 .
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With me being the oldest had it benefits. I only had to watch the brats during the day . My parents weren't strict, so you can probably guess just how much I got away with.
Letting me off with warnings. Have sex with a condom when they found out I was sexually active at the age of 14. It was funny , they tried so hard to raise me right but I was so stubborn and carefree I didn't listen.
No don't take it the wrong way I don't sleep with everything that has a penis, I only have one body since freshman year and his name is Chris.
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Chris and I dated my freshman year but things got complicated so we broke things off. I cried for months because I couldn't have him to myself .
One night he climbed into my window beat my organs out of place and promised he wouldn't have sex with anyone but me .
From that day forward I didn't sleep with anyone but him . But the beginning of our senior year he got a girlfriend. I was heartbroken because he was the only guy I'd ever been with and loved .
So since I couldn't have him I started playing guys feelings. I'd text him and then they wouldn't hear from me again for days, weeks, even months at a time.
They'd see me in school and try to speak and I'd tell them ranges of lies like, My phone was off, I had to get a new phone, etc .
With me being so pretty and all they believed me. Chris stayed cheating on his girlfriend with me and we didn't even text because that's the first thing a girl checks is messages.
No he called me or told me in class that he wanted it . So we did it wherever, back of the class, my car, his car, Janitor's closet, etc .
Chris played me and that's why I played Everybody else. Everybody wanted me except the guy I wanted.
Chris used me to bust a nut and went back to his girlfriend Everytime. That made me feel low as heck but I couldn't tell Chris no . He said jump and I said How high ?
I laughed at his girlfriend because he was secretly messing with me, but late at night they laughed at me because he belonged to her and I was just a booty call.
I'm knocked out of my trance with Aysha walking into my room.
"Sis mom said it's time for dinner", she informs me.
"Okay sis", I reply climbing out of bed and heading downstairs for dinner.
Mom makes dinner; Salmon fish with rice, Mixed vegetables, and corn bread. We all sit around the table and eat dinner .
It's a comfortable silence as we enjoy our dinner. Afterwards Aysha and I help momma straighten up the kitchen before heading our separate ways.
I head upstairs to handle my business and plop into bed . My phone vibrates informing me of a party tomorrow night, so of course I was going .
I was going with a group of girls I was cool with Fiffany and Haley. Our group was complicated, like we were cool but we weren't best friends. We'd go out to parties, shopping, etc.
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I could talk to them about anything and they were always there. Everybody wanted us but Haley talked to my little brother and Fiffany talked to Austin .
I know exactly what you're thinking why is Haley talking to your little brother but they're both freshman and Fiffany is graduated and doing her own little thing .
This year I was graduating and I just wanted to chill . Keep up my good grades , do what I wanted and partying and I definitely wasn't about to let no boy infer with my plans .
