When i first met him i really didnt like him but the third month of school i started to get to know him a little better it was amazing when i knew him a little bit better he is nice funny smart and on of the best of friends that came into my life but there is a little secret y'all dont know that i like him but when ny friend told him that i think it might of ruined are friendship and everyone is also a jerk to him and when i stood up for him he did not like that later on i told my mom about it ahe said boys dont like that because it makes them look like thier weak and i didn't mean to do that after my mom told me i felt so bad and he was very mad on valentine day i did something to make him upset he was joking around and said that he hated his friend when he did not and u told his friend that he hated her that was a big mistake no it really ruined are friendship i felt so bad and i am still sorry till this very day and every day until i die i miss us being friend's i have been trying to say sorry but then people tell me he is talking crap about me and then i asked him why were you talking crap abot me he said he was not then one day in gym he was blaming me and my friend that we said he kissed one of his friend's but he said that he did kiss her as a dare and then he said he didnt and said that he kissed another girl from another school he said the stuff that he when he was talkimg crap about me he said it to my face and after that he made me so upset that when i got home o sarted to cry and after that i wondered why i was even his friend but there is still a part inside of me that still want to be his friend there is still a part of me that has a crush on him but he proply dont like me even though i care him even if he doesn't care abot me i will still care about him no matter what not until the day i die or even longer well i will post more on Monday the end😇😍😇😍
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