"Why don't you love me?" The beautiful boy ask.
"I do, but-" I try to say before getting interrupted.
"But what? Is it because of him? Am I not good enough? I promise I can make myself better, I'll try my best to be the person you want." He says moving closer toward me.
"That's the thing, you'll never be him. You'll always be a selfish prick. No matter how much you change I'll never love you." I say moving backwards slowly.
"He can't give you the things you want in life. I am the only person who can love and provide you with things you want and need." He says with a tear threatening to escape his eye.
"The only thing I want is something you can't buy." I say hoping he understands what I was trying to say.
"What do you want? I'll give you anything you want whether it's expensive or free." He says before grabbing my wrist.
"You can't buy love. You can't make me love you. Even if you do change you're just not the person for me." I say trying to pull my wrist from his grasp.
"If you won't love me I guess I have no choice, but to kill him." He says while looking into my eyes.
"You wouldn't." I say with tears running down my cheeks.
"Oh, but I will." He says with an evil smile.
"Even if you do kill him i'll never love you. That's just another reason for me to hate you" I say angrily.
"We'll see." He says as I watch is smile vanish.
*next morning*
I arrive at school pretty early considering that almost everyday I'm late. I see Hoseok wearing a sweater and begin to think about what happened at the park and I think about telling Hongseok.
I walk up to Hongseok as he is pulling some books out of his locker.
"Hey." I say with a huge smile.
"Oh hey. Wow you're here early." He says while looking at the time before looking back at me.
"I'm just as surprised as you are." I say with a small laugh.
"What were you going to tell me?" He ask in a knowing way.
"How'd you know I had something to tell you?" I ask generally wondering.
"Trust me I know everything." He says while closing his locker.
"Okay, I was gonna tell you about what happened while I was at the park yesterday." I say hoping he'd listen to me.
I saw Hoseok at the park sitting down in the grass so I decided to sit with him and try to have a conversation because I'd like for us to be friends." I said after a long pause.
"And he ran away because he thought you were a weirdo. Ha i'm not surprised." Hongseok says with a small chuckle.
"That's not funny." I say suddenly feeling hurt.
"I was just joking. Please continue telling me what happened at the park yesterday." He says with a smile.
"Okay, so I walked up to him and said hi and I kinda startled him and he was surprised to see me, but after a while I sat down by him and asked him if he was hot because he was wearing a jacket and it's basically summer." I say before having to take a breath.
"He could just be a cold person." He says with a shrug of his shoulders.
"He told me that and for a second I believed him until i saw that he was sweating." I say trying to still figure out why he lied to me.
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Fanfiction"You're sick." I say watching him walk away. "I wouldn't say sick, but maybe a little sadistic." He says with a wink before walking out of the room.
