it happened (magcon fan fic)

Anxiety & whos that

When you wake up, you're minds blank. its like everything that had happened went away. But as soon as you become ok your back to reality and remember exactly what occurred.

When I finally got up the next day, it was around 2 pm. I instantly groaned and tried to go back to sleep but completely failed.

I looked around the room in search of my iPhone. once I found it I slide my hands onto it and read my messages from Tree.

'Hey gone out with Matt and Gilinsky, should be back around 5' I read the message and let out a long sigh. I grabbed my iPhone made sure the hotel room door was locked and striped down free of my night clothes.

I walked into the bathroom and turned on the hot water and ran a bubble bath. Maybe this could help me a little. I found a few candles in the cabinet and decided to lit some.

I then turned off the lights,before

I put on a playlist that consisted of The neighborhoods song 'afraid' and a few Justin Bieber acoustic, along with

one direction song 'more than this'.

I then stepped in the large tub and did what any teenage heartbroken girl would do. Break down in tears. In tears I blocked out everything resting my head on the board I listened closely as Afraid played softly.

I know they're thinking

You're too mean, I don't like you,

screw you anyway

You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs

It hurts but I won't fight you

You suck anyway

You make me wanna die, right when I wake

My thoughts blocked the music playing in the background. Why would he do this to me? I've been the best girlfriend treated him right. Why does this have to happen again?

After a few more mins I got out of the tub and wrapped myself in a towel. I went to the mirror and wiped a circle in it. I turned on the light and looked at the girl I haven't seen in a while. The girl staring back at me was broken, puffy eyed, sad and questionable.

I quickly went into the room because I couldn't bear to see myself any longer. I put on a pair of sweatpants and tank top before tying a flannel around my waist. I climbed back in bed with my phone next to me.

Have you ever felt sad. And nothing you do or say can stop that feeling. Its just there. That's the feeling I get when I've been cheated on. I don't want this to be the 4th time. I cleared the thoughts of the past from my head.

I layed in bed for a while until I heard a key being put in the slot. Tree's back. As she came in she noticed me get up out of bed. I ran to her as tears came down my face.

"I know baby, I know." Tree said stroking my hair.

"It hurts so bad." I sobbed hugging her tight. I did this only when my anxiety kicks in. She must of known because she took me and headed for the door. I walked out the door as she held my hand and we made our way down the stairs.

After walking around the hotel room a little bit my nerves calmed down and I was okay, but that quickly changed when I saw someone I didn't want to see again.

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A/N: hey guys wow two updates in one week. OMG I'm amazing aren't I lol. I wonder who she saw, was it Taylor or someone that connects to the past. I mean she did say it happened 3 times right. Idk but I put anxiety in the story as a little twist. Well I'm going on a rode trip so I believe I will be updating twice as soon as I get to my hotel room. Then no update for a week because I want to enjoy some summer before it ends.