What will never happen.

OS 1 : What if it ended badly ?

Warning : Depression + Suicidal thoughts + suicide attempt.

Pairing : Snow White/Lilith

Sometimes Snow White told herself she would have preferred to die. If the apple had been really able to kill her, it would have been really better for anyone, even for herself.

For her friends, the dwarfs, of course, who wouldn't have to be afraid for her, or to fight for her, and who wouldn't be threatened by the queen.

The prince seemed to be someone good.

But she didn't love her, would never, for her, there would always only be Lilith who would matter for her, and no one else.

After that she stayed at the dwarfs' cabin, in their little house, and the prince left.

And slowly, she felt herself more and more fall, without being able to do anything.

She was going to die.

She wanted to die.

And since so much time...

In fact, it was even worst than that.

She really was going to die.

She decided it, and it was going to happen.

In not a long time, princess Snow White wouldn't exist anymore.

Taking the dagger her father gave her in the past so she would defend herself, she looked at it for some seconds, with no words, before she put it against her arm, pressing it against her veins.

And then, she directly cut them.

§§§§

There was blood on the ground.

It was her blood, and she wasn't conscious of anything, of who she was, of what was going to happen to her, of what was just happening.

She just knew that she wanted to see Lilith, and no one else.

And then, she screamed.

She called her for help, and the thing is, she didn't know how magic worked, but the fact is that the queen heard her.

"LILITH !"

The dwarfs found her, and saved her in time, of course, but they were afraid by what almost happened to their little princess.

§§§§

The queen woke up with a start.

What the hell...

She heard a voice, right ?

She wasn't crazy, no ?

It was Snow's voice.

The young woman stand up, her step-daughter's despaired voice (former, in fact, as she was a widow, according to what she heard. It was for the best, she never liked her husband, and if this one lived all his life in war, it was in this that he died) still resonating at her ear, making her tremble.

Because there was no hatred in this voice.

And there should have been, after all the things she did to her, this, the queen was clearly aware of this.

She tried to kill her, and even though since that moment, since the princess' awakening, she did nothing to her, it didn't change what she did.

Lilith was the monster of the story, she was the one they all feared and hated, and she wasn't going to be the one who would change things.