How could I do this? (Macklemore fanfiction)

Or so I thought my life was perfect. I did think so. Until now.

I knew Savanna and I couldn't stay in Seattle forever. I just didn't expect this so soon.

"Come on. I know you've got to understand what we are going through."

"Of course I do Savanna! You just don't get it."

"Oh, yes I do! You think your life is so perfect? Do you get how long I've loved Ben and Ryan? Ryan's been my celebrity crush for years. I'm dating him! Its a dream come true."

"I love Ben-"

"Not as long as I've loved Ryan. So you should-of all people-understand that I don't want to leave either. But we can't keep taking their money."

"They're fine with it! They're rich!"

"That isn't the point. Whether they're fine or not, I'm not. We can't stay."

"You can't stay."

"What, you're gonna stay when I leave?"

"If you leave... yes... it will be hard but choices must be made."

"You don't care? How will you get home, Shelby? You cannot rely on them forever. What if you and Ben break-"

"We won't."

"WHAT IF you and Ben break up, you'll have no where to go."

"I still have Ryan. Hes my best friend too."

"What if Ryan comes home with me?"

"W-what?!"

"If I leave he's coming with me."

"He can't do that! Him and Ben are a team!"

"I thought we were too."

"Sav, we are and you know it!"

"Yet you're going to pick your new boyfriend over me."

"That isn't at all what this is."

"Then what is it?"

I start to cry. Just a few hours ago, I could've sworn Savanna and I were the two happiest girls in the world. Things have changed.

"How will you sleep knowing you split up Ben and Ryan?"

"Its not my choice. Its Ryans. He could stay or go." her voice is shaky. "We're leaving in two days."

My eyes fill with uncontrollable tears, and I run into Bens room. I can't do this. How could things go downhill so fast?