MISSION : Break His Heart

9 (MBHH)

Chapter 9

Part 9
Day Eight

We are now at school syempre sabay sabay kami in my car

When I open the door of our room they all stare at us at dahil dakila akong curious I ask ell

"W-why are they staring at us?"

"Abangan mo na lang hihi" then they all went to their place

So I just also walk towards my seat but before I go near to it I saw a bouquet of flowers at para akong kinilig for a moment... then someone stand in front of everyone so I turn my gaze at him and my heart start to beat faster than the normal beat

*dug dug dug*

I feel awkward in a situation like this so I just make a small smile at him and ask

"W-what are y-you doing?"
He start walking towards me while talking

"Im just worried yesterday so I bought you flowers" then he carry it and walk towards me then hand me the bouquet

I don't have a choice but to accept it and I know this is not right

I whisper something on him

"Bwiset ka Anong pakulo to?"

"Ang sweet nila huhuhu"
"Oo nga girl yiee"
"Kakilig"

I hate this lalo na andito Ang mga taong iniingatan Kong masaktan for this kind of mission.

"Baby... Its alright they all know naman na were in a relationship ah"

"Ewan ko sayo" then sat on my chair and put the flower on my table to stare at the window

People heaved a sigh and I saw him sit beside me while his left arm are on my backrest chair I didn't bother to look at him

"Is there something wrong ..baby?" I close my eyes when I heard him said that word cause its making me feel something that I shouldn't need to feel.

"Nothing.. Im just tired" then I heard him laugh a seconds.

"Baby tired from what? You just got here almost late pa" that made me turn my head and eyes on him

"C-can you please l-leave me alone?" that made him to fade the smirk on his face and he let me see sad expression in his eye's

Bakit kev what is this ilang araw palang ba napainlove na kita? Bakit ka ganyan makitungo sakin why? Kasi ako nahihirapan na Kung Ano na ba Ang gagawin ko itutuloy ba ito o Hindi ?

"Okay" then he stand without a noise that made everyone to look at us and I saw chasie and ell asking on me but I didn't bother I just look at the person who made this happen and she start to stare at kev until he sit in front that made her stare at me so I saw how she was worried about him and made me feel guilty so I smile at her even if I know that its fake I just want to assure her that its part of the plan that's it

I just turn my gaze again on the window and saw in my peripherial vision that peter are staring at me with a worried, sad face and made me close my eyes...

I don't exactly know what would I think...is this still part of the plan? And I know that this isn't cause I'm on everyone at sake

"Okay goodmorning class lets star-" ma'am

"What's wrong students why so quiet?" no one's answering her hayyy ma'am

"Fine ...lets start" I'm staring at my prof listening to her pero walang pumapasok sa utak ko we all look like a zombie who didn't know what's happening in this kind of atmosphere.

Natapos na ang pang tatlong subject so we all start to pack our things ...me I just stand up and get my bag then start walking but someone called me

"S-Sam f-flowers mo!" shit I forgot about it so I turn around to get it while peter is smiling at me pero alam kong hindi totoong smile yun.

I scan the room to look at him but his not in there so for sure he leave for something o galit siya

"*Sigh*" then start to walk again

"A-are you free?" I saw him smile again damn it hindi niya ba kayang wag ng magpretend na okay ang lahay kasi lalo akong nalilito eh

"Why?"

"I just want to invite you for snacks ... So can we?" he said with a smile and confused look

"Can we?" then I smile at him that make him to chuckle Hahahahha

"Lets go?" Sabay kaming naglakad papuntang parking lot

Dinala niya ako sa favorite place ko pero when we got there bigla na lang akong napahagulgol sa iyak at alam kong naiintindihan niya ako kaya hinayaan niya lang ako sa pag iyak

"Waaaaaa😭😭😭😭" I can't take this anymore

This is the first time that I cry because of  our deal this is the first time that I doubt to do this ...this is all the first time

"I-don't know *sob* what to do *sob* huhuhu"

"S-Sam I told tou, you can tell me everything ..j-just be honest ..what's really bothering... tell me?"

"You'll hate me*sob*"

"Simula ng makilala kita ... I don't know why but I feel like I'm obliged to stay by your side and take care of you" why ? Why he feel obliged I didn't even know him well and i don't know if I  could trust him or someone.

"I-I planned this peter" then stare at the floor I can't look at his face

"W-what do you mean?"

"I-im a playgirl"

"Sam everyone knows that title of yours so what the-"

"Its not what you think... Me and kevin it all planned that we will met each other that he will agree on me telling him to be my boyfriend... A-and after that I would break his heart I will break up with him like the usual...but I'm comfuse kasi may mga tao akong masasaktan even without me knowing it and I don't know what path will i do for me to be able to feel relieve and stop thinking about doing it or not ...I don't know *sob* this wasn't me this is the first time that I got confused on what I'm playing"

"Is your choice really the last way for you to make a decision?"

"I-i don't know"

"Choose to continue and don't mind the people who you would hurt ....you are choosing that kasi kahit anong piliin mo may masasaktan at may maiiwan ...you wouldn't think others choice, you wouldn't let your emotion and you wouldn't do it ...so I'm saying that there's no turning back you started it so you better end it on how you planned it"

"*sob* c-continuing it m-means hurting someone too?" then stare at him while there's a tears that still flowing down on my face

"Its the only choice Sam that you made and you are obliged to end it sooner or maybe earlier than when you planed"

It all make sense ...kailangan kong tapusin ito ng mas maaga bago pa lumala.

From my realization... what I only could do is to ask his forgiveness no matter what.

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