I Wanna Be Yours

All his Lies

**Arthit's POV**

I stood there frozen at my place. The man in front of me I loved him with all my heart but all this is making me dizzy I don't understand anything right now.

"Look Arthit I can explain... I wanted to tell you about everything tonight, I really didn't want you to find out about this like you did but trust me I...." He started talking but I just cut him off.

"Is there anything else you've lied about?" I asked firmly and he looked more nervous to tell me about whatever he's thinking.

"Yes... I.. I am the CEO KONGPOP SUTHILUCK not just some random advisor or something" he said.

I just sighed heavily I couldn't believe any of this. I trusted this man so much a few minutes ago but turned out I didn't even know him.

"Say something please Arthit" he said in a weird voice as if he's really scared or I don't know.

" Was it fun?" I asked him.

"What?" He asked me looking confused yeah as if you don't understand P'Kong.

"Was it fun making fun of me? Playing me?" I asked him.

"No no no Arthit I never..." He started talking as he's in some pain yeah can't-fool me again.

"Save it. Is this how you get people to sleep with you or am I a special toy for you? Did you enjoy it when I was worried about you and thought you needed me and my help but the reality oh the reality" I mumbled and he just shook his head and stared at me with his piercing eyes.

"I'm such a fool na Mr Suthiluck, don't worry I won't blame you for my stupidity" I told him and gave him one last glare and started walking out of here, I just need to get out of here away from him and everything.

He is just following and holding my hand and asking me to not go but I just shrugged him off and didn't listen to him.

"Knott, please come pick me up, I'm really...please I need you" I called Knott and I think he knows I'm in a serious situation with my hoarse voice and I couldn't control my tears.

"Arthit please I beg you please listen to me once.. I can explain everything trust me..." He said.

"Trust you? Haha really? Leave me please" I looked at him with disgust.

"Arthit please I beg you" he again insisted.

"Listen Mr Suthiluck please stop all this otherwise I'll leave this place alone without waiting for my friend please stop this" I gave him a warning.

He did listen to me and stopped bothering me but stood right next to me and looked at me with a defeated look.

It didn't take Knott to drive to us and I also didn't want to waste any more time but driving away I did tell him "I guess what people say about you is true Mr Suthiluck" and didn't even spare him another look.

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**KONGPOP'S POV**

As soon as he drove away in Knott's car, I took my car out and drove to his dorm straight in full speed I know he's not going to tell his friends anything and he's just going to cry all alone.

I was sitting in front of his room and waiting for him to come.

He did come and was shocked to see me sitting in front of his room but just ignored me and entered the room as if I don't even exist. I broke down for the first time in my life and cried. I kongpop Suthiluck cried for Arthit Rojnapat the one guy in this entire world who has the power to make me like this.

I don't know how long I was sitting in front of his room it was almost 5 in the morning and I went out for a while and made necessary arrangements to win my baby back.

I came back with breakfast and the key to the room next to his, I already called Aim to bring my clothes and necessities which he did.

I put the breakfast on his door and went to freshen up.

It was around 9 but he still didn't show any sign of leaving his room so I knocked the door and he opened it after a while and I think he was expecting me to leave because he was again shocked to see me but so was I his eyes were swollen and red like he also cried all night.

Luckily for me, he didn't shut the door in my face but just stared at me with a bored look. Taking this as an opportunity I entered his room with the food.

He looked at me with disbelief and stood frozen.

"You can do whatever you want just eat with me first," I told him and I guess he was expecting me to be like this and he's still dazed so he sat in front of me.

"Why are you doing this?" He asked when I was clearing the table after breakfast.

"Why do you think? I didn't lie to you about my feelings ever Arthit" I told him.

" But you did lie to me Mr Suthiluck and it hurts... it fucking hurts so much" he finally talked to me.

"Listen to me Arthit, I never once played with you or made you my toy or anything, all those stupid things I did were all because I was stupidly, crazily and deeply in love with you since I saw you believe me I have no other intentions than to get close to you" I explained things to him.

"There were better ways" he mumbled.

"I know and what I did was stupid but please Arthit forgive me for all this" I sincerely asked for his forgiveness.

He was silent for a while and I don't what's going in his head but I just hope I can have one more chance.

"Ok I forgive you" he said.

And finally, I breathed a sigh of relief. God, I would have gone crazy if he didn't.

I was about to hug him when he stopped me and said "I forgive you Mr Suthiluck but that's about it I don't trust you anymore and I know this week we have our off from office but I'll still maintain professionalism in my last week of internship which is next week but that's about it for us"

"Arthit please and stop calling me Mr Suthiluck. ..." I again pleaded him.

"Please understand this Mr Suthiluck, this is more appropriate and please I thought about it and I can't have any relationship with you anymore," he said and then added, "You can leave now".

"No Arthit please just once..." I tried to persuade him again.

"Please Mr Suthiluck don't make it harder than it is to be, we're done here please leave my room right now and please don't follow me around campus or any other places I really need my space," he said in pleading tone and I walked out.

I really wanted to fight for him and with him to make him understand that I really love him and need him in my life but I don't want to force him he's been already crying due to me so much I don't cause him any more pain than this and decided not to follow him around and walked back to my Office.

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**Author's Note**

Hehe, the angst😭😭😂😂 Did kong gave up already? Is Arthit so determined to lose kong because of his lies?? Don't worry this will probably end soon 😝😈😈😂

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