how its supposed to be.

Chapter one

Camila sat in bed late at night, it was Tuesday. She got out of cheer practice an hour ago, she got showered and ready for bed. Now she was colouring and drawing. She loved art, it was so fun. Drawing, decorating, painting, it all came so easy to her.

 Her phone vibrated.

Hey babe. - Cameron.

She finished colouring in a piece of her drawing of a half moon and half sun.

She picked up her phone.

Heyy. How practice? - Camila.

Piece of cake. You know me. - Cameron.

She giggled to herself

I do know you. - Camila

I reallllyyyy wanna kiss you right now. - Cameron.

She felt her cheeks heat up.

I want to kiss you too. Pick me up before school tomorrow?- Camila.

Yes. - Cameron.

She set her phone down. She looked over at her cheer bag in the corner of the room. Then all the pictures on her wall of her and her friends. Cheer pictures, party pictures, pictures where all her and her best friends are dressed up. She smiled. She loved her life.. She just wishes her parents would let her do what she wants. Go to school for art. They wanted her to go to college for cheer. That's not what she wanted. She laid down and closed her eyes.

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Shawn sat down on a stool playing on his piano.

"I feel alone, this isn't my home,

I wanna be, where I am free,

This doesn't feel right,

I've lost my fight,'

No I don't want this to be my life,

But it is...

I wanna go where I'm happiest."

He closed his eyes.

"No I,

I don't , want this I,

Im not feelin this vibe,

my own life is a lie,

 cause everything that makes up my 'life'

It's not quite what I'd like."

He stopped playing. Music brought him away from everything. Shawn Mendes was 17 years old. He had the worlds best parents. They love him and want him to be anything he wants. They support him in every way. He had the best family. School though.. He was 'gay' for singling and playing the piano, he was an 'alien' for coming from Canada. People were just ass holes. Shawn got up and took his shirt off laying in bed. He clapped his hands and his light went out.

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Shawn walked in school on the way to lunch. He saw Cameron Dallas walking with his girlfriend, Camila. She was very beautiful. Her smile was so nice. He didn't get why guys like him, got her.

A body ran into Shawn and he stumbled falling onto a locker. Everyone laughed. This is why he hated school. This ass hole. They're all ass holes.

"Watch out there bud, were you to busy checkin out, my girl?" Cameron laughed. "Look all you want but just know, you can't touch.. That's my job."

Shawn ignored him grabbing his shit. He looked up and Camila was looking back at him like she were embarrassed, she turned the corner with Cameron. Shawn shook his head as he stood up. He went into lunch sitting down next to his friend, Jack.