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Louis was still feeling embarrassed from last time he and Harry were together. He thought about it every second. He might be overthinking, but he didn't like how it all ended. It ended with Harry having to yell at Louis to make him stop... he didn't like that at all. It made him feel all weird inside knowing Harry yelled at him.
They both got home this morning. Someone who lived near the lake found them and was kind enough to help them with their car situation. Louis wasn't really paying attention what he did to fix the car so he can't explain it. He was just sitting in the passenger seat, rethinking everything from the night before.
That trip was straight up crap. They came to the lake for some kind of purpose, but nothing happened. They just sat in the car, mostly Louis, and remained quiet. Not very interesting. He thought he would be able to have deep conversations with Harry and get to know him better. Seemed like he actually had a very wrong picture of how Harry really is?
Louis swirls his thumb over the dark phone screen. He's been questioning whenever he should text him or not. He's not sure how it works. Should he wait a day of two? A week? When is the right time to text the guy who turned you down? For absolute no reason because sex is what he wanted in the first place?
The phone's screen used to be full of texts from Harry, not anymore.
Louis sucked onto his bottom lip as he typed in his code. "I deserves an explanation." he thought to himself. It's only fair. Harry has been hinting sex plenty of times, so turning him down like that makes no sense.
Louis: u there?
Louis quickly exited the message and locked his screen. He didn't know why he did that. He might just be scared to see when and what Harry is typing.
A couple minutes went by, well, he's not sure how many minutes since he's still too scared to look at his phone.
He hesitantly took his phone back up and looked at his screen just in case. Nothing.
A loud breath left his lips. Felt like he was holding it in every since he sent that message. Why? He don't know. He felt like such a coward when he acted like this. He wished he carried a little more confidence. Like Harry, just not as extreme. The one thing that surprised him from their trip was that Harry was finally quiet and in this very "one expression" mood, a total different approach. He can't expect much. They weren't exactly in the happiest place in England. But seeing all the cockiness and loudness disappear was very strange. So of course Louis wanted to change the atmosphere.
Louis: please answer.
He decided to go on Instagram, to see if he's been active recently. Wow, that didn't sound like a sentence a stalker would say.
He clicked on Harry's profile, seeing nothing new. He scrolled a little down his profile, he knew that wouldn't show him if he's been active recently or not, but how can you not want to scroll down. He's so pretty. Seeing all his selfies makes Louis regret fucking things up. When will someone this pretty ever pay attention to him again?
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He's so pretty.
Harry: what is it.
Louis read the message and tapped out of Instagram. What a nice reply.
Louis: I want to talk about last night.
Harry: why.
Louis: maybe bc you yelled at me? I just wanted to give you what you wanted.
Harry: what I wanted? So you didn't actually want to, but did it to please me? It's all my fault.
Louis: not what I meant.
Harry: sounds like it.
Louis: it's not what I meant! Stop.
Louis: you assume so much. It's very frustrating. I wanted it too, but you just turned me down
Harry: obviously
Louis: what is that supposed to mean?
Harry: I didn't want to fuck you. Are you actually stupid?
Louis: yes you did. That's all you've talked about.
Harry: pff
Harry: I don't.
Louis: you do.
Harry: no. What I'm saying is that I don't want to fuck in the same place my sister disappeared.
Louis: you could have said that then.
Harry: I had to yell at you to make you stop. Lmao. Don't tell me I didn't try to tell you.
Louis: stop acting to insensitive about this.
Harry: stop acting like a little girl about this.
Louis: can you stop!
Harry: I don't know, can I?
Louis: I've never had sex before and I was willing to do it with you. So a little more empathy would actually be great.
Louis: I'm sorry for trying to "push" you into sleeping with me, but you haven't given me many other signs about wanting the opposite so what can you expect? You knew I haven't done it before, a different reaction would be nice. I'm sorry for whining, but it ruined my experience a little.
Louis: you don't care do you?
Louis: ?
Louis: hm?
Louis: you really can't stand when there's people who call you out on your stupid behaviours. You never do anything wrong in your opinion... you're such a narcissist.
Harry: meet up with me tomorrow. Can you do that?
Louis: I don't know
Louis: I'm tired of you telling me to see you. We argue and we then we end up doing this again. I'm very tired of it. Just tell me if it's worth it.
