Memories,
Our memories,
We shared together,
Our memories are fading,
fading quickly,
Our memories,
Were suppost to last a life time,
Our promises,
Our kisses,
Our hugs,
Every mistake we did together,
Everytime we laid together,
On the couch in your mother's living room,
Everytime we held hands,
Walking anywhere we could,
Just so I didn't have to deal,
deal with the monster I live with,
deal with any of the shit in my life,
You said I didn't have to worry about him anymore,
Him being the person who hurt me the most,
Not the monster I live with,
But the monster that I live with....
In the past....
In the past meaning three years ago,
Him meaning my ex,
The one I left because of abuse,
Sexual assult,
And other things that were unspeakable,
I have the scares I've created myself,
I also have the scares he's created on my body,
I've cried myseld to sleep,
Almost everynight when I was with my ex,
Now,
He's gone,
But my new ex,
I can't let go of him..........
Shit.......
