Forever and always

Forever and always (5)

"ｆｏｒｅｖｅｒ ａｎｄ ａｌｗａｙｓ"

After that word.. We started to date, years and years after we are still dating got into little fights but got back together again, it felt like we can't leave etch other feels like I'm missing a part of my body without him I loved him more then anything actually and i feel like the happiest person alive with him..

I was scared to tell my mom but I was scared to tell her.. Even thou 2 years passed I still haven't told her and I can't believe she doesn't know actually but then... I felt like I had to..

"M-mom.." I knocked onto her door

"C'mon in sweetie!"

I slowly opened the door looking nervous and biting my lip hoping that she won't yell at me "I-I need to tell you something..."

"Hm? What is it sweetie?"

I sat down on the chair wiggling my thumbs looking down.. I opened my mouth but quickly shut it still scared to talk..

"Sweetie what's wrong?" She said walking towards me..

I felt my heart beating faster and I started to shake.. I looked at her eye to eye but the look in her eyes made me relax a bit

I love my mom.. She's really relaxing and comforting...

I opened my mouth again and quickly said "I have a boyfriend" and looked away quickly

"Ah..." All I could hear from my mom after saying that... She smiled at me and knelt down to me.. "Tell me every single thing about you two, how you met, what's his name, and why do you love him"

I looked at my mom smiling warmly feeling calmed from what she said.. But then I opened my mouth and said "Tyler.... His name is Tyler....."

My moms eyes got widen hearing his name "Tyler.. You're best friend?.."

I nodded and felt my heart beating fast again...

She smiled again and said "he's a nice guy... You made the right thing for going with him sweetie, I've known him for long and talked to him for long.. Good thing you didn't say no"

I love my moms words... She's really calm with me...

I looked at her smiling and slowly hugged her and said "thank you mom... For not yelling at me... And everything els... I love you..."

"I love you too..." She hugged me back.. I felt her warmth in my body.. It's like I never want to let go...

I hugged a bit tighter trying to fight back tears and slowly started to sob.. "M-mom... P-please don't e-ever change.... A-and d-don't ever l-leave me...." I said with my shaky voice

She smiled warmly hugging me still and said "shhhh... It's okay now.... And I promise with all my heart that I will never change or leave you...."

Hearing her words make me feel safety... I never get bored from her words.. Mom is like a thing that I'd never imagine happening.... She's the best thing happening to me.. Not like dad who left us 3 years after mom noticing that he was cheating on her with another woman....

I never heard a good word from dad.... I actually never saw dad that much... All I remember is that he's ALWAYS busy... I never knew why until he left... Dad wasn't a big deal to me so I would be happy if mom found a new guy who would be a nice guy to her... I would never love someone being mean to her.... And all what I said... Is from my deep heart you see.... I never get to tell anyone anything.... Because I'm shy they say... I'm scared to talk to someone... All I talked to really is mom and Tyler.. I don't know what will happen without them... I don't know...

All I could say now is... I love you Tyler... I love you mom.... Please don't leave my life.... Please...