It's 1:22am
Everything you've ever said to me is running through my head
Everything I've ever said to you is running through my head
I can't help but think that you really don't love me
I don't know what to do anymore
You made me suicidal
But your the reason I'm still here
I can't even hear your name without my stomach doing back flips and my hands shaking
I'm slowly pushing my friends away
Your slowly pushing me away
I've become mindless
everything i rely on has something to do with you
Your in my mind 24/7
"I wonder what's he's doing right now" "I wonder if he misses me"
"I wish I was with him right now"
I feel like I've gone insane
I feel like you hate me
I feel like your constantly mad at me
I feel like you think I'm obsessive
You don't deserve me
But I need you
Your my oxygen
My lifeline
My kryptonite
But why am I sitting here in my room at 1:33 am
Shaking
Crying
Begging for this to all end
Holding a blade to my right hip
The same spot where you last touched me
