bitches, bestfriends, bulimia and breakups

The Betrayl

WARNING:

THIS CHAPTER HAS SEXUAL CONTENT!

Nevaeh P.O.V.

I can't find A.J. anywhere. Where the hell is he? Im starting to flip out...I'm beyond drunk. I need him right now.

"Have you....seen J.A.?"

"Nevaeh, are you okay? You seem pretty drunk right now. You probally should go home."

"Im okay. The hell where my boyfriend?"

"Not sure, yoda. I think he went upstairs. "

"Oh my goodness, I didnt think about that. Thats a long journey..nice meeting you buddy."

I walked away before he got the chance the say anything. I started to run to tge stairs, fell on my face, and got a messy bloody nose. I was helped up by someone but I couldn't see who they were. Ouch my fucking face hurts! I burst out in tears when I realized the floor was the only thing that was there when I fell. It comforted me but it also hurt me. Sounds like everything in my life.

After cleaning my nose up and stumbling out of the bathroom, I finally reached the stairs. I stumbled and crawled up them. You never learn to appreciate things till they are right in front of your drunk ass. These fucking stairs are beautiful. Iwl old never be able to get to the third floor without them. I kissed the light blue spiralling stairs before I got to the top.

I opened a door and found two people fucking and I got kinda turned on. I watched for a second as she moaned and he groaned as he went in and out. I could tell they were about to reach climax.

"HARDER! FASTER! OMG! JEREMY!"

Okay I can officially say this made me wet. I walked out of the room quickly when they noticed me. I stumbled upon A.J.'s moms room. I walked in to find Kathy sitting on the bed smiling and swinging her legs. She was wearing a sexy lace dress that made her look really slim. I remember when we used to play as kids, in her backyard, in the sanbox and her mom would bring us PB n J's. We would try to see who could eat them faster. I would almost always win but then in fifth grade she just stoped talking to me and like hated me. She never even told me why?

"Ewwwww what are you doing here?"

"I'm looking for my boyfriend."

The second I said boyfriend she got a wicked grin."What?" I aksed with a really bitchy tone. I heard something coming from the bathroom and headed that way.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you."

"I'll do whatever the fuck I want to do."

"I'm only trying to help."

"What the fuck ever!"

I walked my happy ass right on over to the door, flipped her off and opened it.

I still can't believe what I saw. My bestfriend on her knees mouth open with my boyfriend's dick in her mouth. His head was bent back in pleasure and was groaning. His pants were done to his ankles. Her hair was all messy and so was his. I am absolutely speechless. My brain was running a million miles and I couldn't say anything. I feel betrayed, hurt, numb, and hysterical all at once. I had so many feelings I couldn't truly feel anything. I have so many thoughts but when my mouth finally decided to move, I said something that I knew I would regret.

"YOU FUCKING CUNT!"

She turned around with a small smirk that most people couldn't see but she was my bestfriend I know when she is smirking, and wiped her face. A.J. on the other hand was pulling up his pants and running to me. I burst out in tears. It felt like a stone was pushing on my chest. I felt like someone was stabbing me. How could she?!?! After everything I had done for her! I started to run out the door when an arm grabbed me. I tried to yank free but it wouldnt budge. I turned around and begged "Please.......I have to go. I can't look at you or her." He let go as I turned and left. I went to the bathroom and threw up everything in my stomach. I knew it wasn't because I was drunk either. My whole body is shaking and I cant breathe.  My tears will not stop falling from my eyes. I have to leave here....Im to numb to move....Two years wasted on him. My whole life wasted on her. I probally layed there for at least two hours just sobbing. I just hope if I cry enough, I will drown in my tears because all I want to do is die. I want my life to be over with everything I have.

I slowly got up. I puked again. Ugh I have nothing left at all in my stomach. I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like shit. U had make-up smeared all over the face and my shirt was soaked. My face was also swollen but my eyes were the worst. I could barely see.

I sat on the floor for about another 45 mintues before leaving the bathroom. The party was still pretty lively. I found A.J.'s brother and asks if he could take me home.

"Nay, what's the matter?" His concern killed me. "Nothing, I'm fine." I lied and ge could read it all over my face. He gently grabbed my face and made me look at him in the eyes. "Nay..." I burst out in tears and he embraces me. I hugged Addison for 10 minutes. He was so strong but it felt comforting to be in his arms. When I stopped crying he told me we don't have to talk about it right now but I have to tell him and he will take me home. My whole body still ached.

I started to tell him what happened and I noticed he was very observant. He read my facial expressions. I cried and couldn't continue until we were almost at my house. After i finished telling him, I asjed why he took this way.

"Its the longer way and I figured you would tell me. plus I can go fast" He winked at me and sped up to 80mph. I giggled and felt a sudden kick of adrenaline. "Faster!"

90mph

100mph

I see something move in the road and don't have time to say anything. All sudden everything was black and I saw a small little light.

A.N.

Sorry it took so long for me to right. I have been super busy.