Dear You,
The past few days, oh how I've hated you. Because of you, I can't sleep anymore. I try to go to sleep at midnight and I end up going to sleep at four because I'm thinking about you too much, it's freaking ridiculous! I texted you the first night it happened, the 16h I think it was. It was 2 in the morning and I had went to bed at one. I had started thinking about random things, things I put in my last letter, and then I couldn't stop thinking about you. I texted 'Oh my god, I am hating you so much right now' and that was all. I ended up staying awake until 4 am, and it was so ridiculous and I was so tired.
You called and woke me up at 10 am, of course asking who it was because you still haven't put my number into your phone. I said that too, 'You really need to put my number into your phone.' You asked why I hated you and I was a bit reluctant to tell you that I couldn't sleep at night because I was thinking about you too much. I told you that you were in my head all night so I couldn't sleep. Funnily enough you said that that night you dreamt about me. I always thought that on those nights where you can't fall asleep is because someone is dreaming of you. My suspicions have been proven true. It's interesting, huh?
Aaron and Darcy came over that day, I took them out for snow-cones, told them how even though I had work in that day you called me at 10 am. I know it wasn't your fault of course. Of course you would want to know why I would send you an intriguing message like that at 2 am. You always get up at 7 so I congratulate you on letting me sleep that long. You didn't know I had work that day either so it was never really your fault.
Last night I couldn't sleep either. And Dad thinks that I stay up all night watching T.V. No, mostly I'm trying to fall asleep but I can't because I'm thinking about you the whole damn night. Once one thought of you pops into my head an immediate flow of memories, wishes, hopes, and dreams go whooshing into my head and there isn't anything I can do. I'm so lost. Then I become determined not to think of you and that just gets me thinking about you more. Damn you, just let me sleep. Please.
Get out of my head,
-A
