Hate

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The next morning I wake up and crawl out of bed trying not to wake Matt. Once I get out of bed I walk into the bathroom and change into my new black crop top and a pair of height wasted shorts and converse. Once I was dressed I started to scroll through twitter.

@Taylorrivers why don't you just go die already none of those boys will ever like u your worthless!!#killyourself

A fan of the boys tweeted i had been clean for about a month but since then the hate just piles on and on and I can't take it anymore! I walk into the bathroom where I keep my blade in my makeup box. I place it to my skin and make the first cut then another than another as I was about to make one more cut Taylor C walks in.

"Hey Taylor I was just abo-" he cuts himself off when he sees my tear stained eyes and bloody wrist.

"Why?" He says walking over to me giving me a hug.

"P-Please d-don't tell the other boys" I sob into his shoulder.

"I won't I promise now let's get you cleaned up ok?" he said wetting a towel and wiping the blood off the cuts.

"Thank you" I whisper to him.

"Your welcome but promise me you will never do this again please" his eyes looked hurt that I would do something like that.

"I-I can't do that Taylor I don't like to break promises"i look away from his eyes.

"Then don't" he whisper too me.

I walk out of the bathroom without another word and I put on a hoody and go into the bathroom to do my hair and makeup. Once I walk out all the boys are waiting in the room for me.

"Hey Taylor"Cam says walking over to me and handing me something.

"What's this" I look at him confused.

"It's a present from all if us to welcome you to the tour" he smiles as I look down at the wrapped box.

"It's not going to explode or anything is it?" I laugh thinking maybe it's a prank for there YouTube video.

"Nope just open it"

"Ok ok" I open the box to see a Magcon hoody.

"Do you like it" he looks at me.

"I love it!" i say as I give all the guys a hug.

"Good thing" he laughs "cause i had no idea what to get you"

I simply laughs at him as we all walk down stairs to the cafe and sit at a table.

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