*Note:The italics are either a flaskback or the charater is thinking*
I was just about to turn around when i felt a hand around my waist grab me and pulls me towards them.i screamed which got everyones attention and they were all looking at me in horror. I wanted to see what or who it was but i was too scared to turn my head around.
"Now ashley, if you want you little wife here, why dont you tell her your secrets you've been oh so hiding from her.?" i heard that voice and i imeditily froze up.
"Let her go mate, before i knock you out again!" his voice was raged and i could see it in his eyes that something wasn't right like he was trying to 'save me' in order for me to forget what he is hiding from me.
"Just let me f*cking go!"
i screamed and try to wrigle my body out of his tight grasp on me. out of the cornor of my eye i saw bodygaurds and policemen walking towards us but i felt him press something hard against my head.
"uh.uh.uh, nobody move a foot towards us if i see anybody coming any closer then i'll shoot her brains out." he said which instantly stopped everyone who was trying to help me get away from the *bar steward*.
"Now ashley confess!" he demanded.
"I can't it will break her."
break her? break her? what in the names world does he mean?
"Then why do it? Why hide it from her? If you didnt want to 'break her' why do this?"
I was honestly soo confused that i just wanted to know what he was hiding, i didnt care if it broke me i just wanted to gt out of this stuatian as fast as i can.
"Oh ffs ashley just say it already! it cant be that bad!" i said to him. i saw him look down and shake his head towards me.
"i can't cheryl, i just can't i know what it wil do to you, you'll break again"
Break again? What does he mean? The last time i broke was when he...oh no the last time was when he cheated...
"Did you..uhmm you know?...cheat again?
i ask really quietly with my head down low as i assume no one heard what i had just asked and i was preparing myself to repeat it again, i had a lump in my throat and right now i actually wish jake pulled the trigger so i could be gone..but to my dismay everyone heard as the silence in here was like a pin drop has just landed on us.
"Oh he has done far worse than that cheryl, why dont you tell her about your other wife ashley? Tell her about the family you have hidden over the years so nobody wont find out, tell her about your 2 children , tell her!"
"What?" i asked totaly confused, although i had heard everything jake said i wanted to actually hear it from ashley.
"is it true?" i asked him tears briming in my eyes. he didnt reply to my question so i shouted
"Ashley look at me and tell me is it true!!"
He nodded then looked away, my tears falling from my face as relization of whats happening hits me.Thoughts flowing through my head already as i can't seem to grasp the idea on why he would ever do this to me.
He has another wife? He already has children when i soo badly wanted children with him? We already started talking about trying after the x factor but i geuss it will never even happen now? Why did he stay with me when he already has another family? Does he even love me? I can't even believe i'm actually thinking if he loves me or not. You know out of all the drama in m life i though ashley was my one & only . He was supose to be there throught all the crazniest that happens.What happens now? How long has he been hiding this from me? Does his other 'wife' know about me? Of course she will the stupid press write so many bullshit on my marriage that she will have to know he is married to me? Unless she lives under a rock that is?
I've been to caught up in my head with my thoughts that i havn't noticed jake wasn't holding me anymore, and that the policemen already grabed him 10 mins ago.he was screaming and yelling but i couldn't grasp his words into my head as my thought took over again and i started feeling a bit dizzy.
i felt a hand on my shoulder and i instantly flinchd away. i turned around, the tears still flowing out of my eyes. It was Simon. He held his hand towards my cheek trying to wipe away the tears but it was no use as they just kept on falling, he pulled me into him and gave me a big cuddle i closed my eyes and then everything just went black.
A/N: tell me what you guys think in the comments below?
Was the update alright?
What do you guys about cheryl fainting in simons arms?
What do you think about ashley ?
