~Y/n POV~
As he walked into the room Laurence was shocked because garroth and me where making out (I always do garrothing doing the cheating rip) the thing is HE kissed me I didn't like him at all I loved Laurence not Garroth "How could
You Y/n! I was gonna propose!" I was crying by now and Laurence ran out Garroth was smirking I slapped him and ran away after Laurence but I lost him~Time Skip 7 months later~
I was depressed very depressed I kept drinking and drinking I was a bar and then I spotted him Laurence he looks beautiful he was with a beautiful girl she had long blonde hair and blue eyes with freckles on her nose and she was wearing a pink dress that went to her knees and she was wearing purple flats for shoes,she was better then me I thought,she was prettier,skinner,not heartbroken (no Offence to everyone you are all beautiful and unique) I sighed and looks down at my glass I could see my reflection my hair was in a messy bun there we're bags underneath my eyes and I was wearing a hoodie with stains on it and I just had grey sweatpants and slippers on I looked like world war 4 had hit me
I was a liar
I gave into the fire
I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest
Feel like a failure
'Cause I know that I failed you
I should've done you better
'Cause you don't want a liar (come on)I got up and was about to walk out but I felt someone pull me back I look back and see Laurence he looked happy on the other hand I looked awful,he begin to spoke "Hey....it's been awhile" I just looked at my feet and felt tears start to billed up I couldn't take it I wanted to die I wanted to leave now "Yeah...." he looked at me and said "How you been? After you know what?...." he said awkwardly "What do you fucking think" I looked up at him "I DIDNT EVEN FUCKING KISS HIM HE FUCKING KISSED ME!" I was angry very angry
And I know, and I know, and I know
She gives you everything but boy I couldn't give it to you
And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything
But I got nothing here without you"Your lying you kissed him! I know you did!" I stared to cry so hard I couldn't even cared if he saw me I just walked away because I couldn't take all the attention
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time
I promise after that, I'll let you go
Baby I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you homeI start walking to my apartment building I knew Laurence lived there but I was lucky to avoid him I go up to the last floor and walk out to the top of the building
I don't deserve it
I know I don't deserve it
But stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it
Can't you forgive me
At least just temporarily
I know that this is my fault
I should have been more careful (come on)I start walking and walking to the rim of the building I keep walking and waiting for my death.....
And I know, and I know, and I know
She gives you everything but boy I couldn't give it to you
And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything
But I got nothing here without you babyAs I got to the rim I closed my eyes until I heard someone run out of the elevator
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time
I promise after that, I'll let you go
Baby I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you homeAs I look back i see Laurence I frown and hear him yell "No don't I love you! I'm sorry for yelling! Don't do this please get away from the ledge!" He peeled
I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest, hey
Now stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it, hey
'Cause I don't wanna be without youHe walked up further to me I backed up I was right near the ledge I yelled back "Stop you don't need me I ruined your life! I ruin everyone's life I always have that's why my father left me!" I was crying I wanted to jump
So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time
I promise after that, I'll let you go
Baby I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home, yeahHe took me away from the ledge and hugged me I was confused I was very confused I thought he hated me,as he spoke "I know what happened aphmau told me what happened please don't do that ever again I love you I'm sorry I left you I was angry"
I cried tears of happiness and Said"One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home"Hello! Everyone that was a very long one I'm really proud of it I hoped you liked it I loved writing that one sorry I haven't been posting a lot I been busy with school I hope you liked it byee
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