BTS Angst [SERIES]

Disappointment [P.JM]

My life is like a tragic story... I can tell you but please., remember that no one should do this... too much of everything can kill you..

"J-jimin Please don't leave me and our baby behind... I am already carriying your child Jimin! Please! I beg you!" I please him while holding his arm but he harshly pulled it away from me, looking at my eyes, glaring..

"My child!? Are you sure about that? How many man have you encountered after we had our night together? Heck! Maybe you have HIV or AIDS!" He shouted at me

"Hey... I have a favor... please If I die... don't cry for me because that won't change anything..." i said and he smirked at me and laughed

"Why are you laughing?" I asked...

"Because I know you're smart enough to do that" he said as  left me all alone...

It pained me how he said that to me, I got hurt on every way... but this stupid heart won't stop beating for him! I hate this! After he said those hurtful things!? Damn heart!

I started talking to my stomach as I massaged it gently... imagining how wonderful it would be to have a baby and a memory of him... atleast I have something that proved how we used to love each other...

That night... I got nervous thinking about what would happen if my mom knows about this, my parents will dis own me! My child... how can my child live if I'm not gonna leave this house...

"Hey Y/N... can you open the door please" my father knocked... I got terrified but I opened the door anyway...

"What are you going to tell us? And why are you shaking like that..." father asked.. it got me quiet for a while... but I decided to talk... It's now or never!

"D-dad I am pregnant" I said and my mother gasped

"What did we do wrong!?answer me!" He shouted at me making me more scared than usual, I just wish that Jimin would carry me and we'll leave this place together but it's only a wish that won't come true...

That night I sneeked out and rented a small house.... I wish Jimin would take me back but it's too good to be true...

A ton of days went by and I am still all alone... my mom keeps on calling me but I choose to ignore her. I got a job, I am a saleslady now,... well this is not my dream job but I need to pay my bills and survive for my baby...

I accidentally got bumped with a girl.

"Hey! I'm sorry!" She said "I am Seulgi.. by the way..." she added

And I saw the person I wished I never met... not him again,... not he one who abandoned me... that could have been us... holding hands... that should have been us... having each other... but sadly we are not...

And even if I wish a countless of time.. our relationship won't be changed...