SUPERNATURAL IMAGINES ❤

Make Me A Promise

((Benny/Reader))
Y/N - Your Name
Y/H/C - Your Hair Color
Y/E/C - Your Eye Color
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Warning - Cutting/SelfHarm/Language
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      One cut, Two cut, Three cut, Four. I counted as I pressed the razor down my wrist. I sighed. "He doesn't love you" a voice echoes inside my head, "He didn't care in the beginning".. It continues. My heart fell into my stomach as tears fell down my cheek. I didn't care to stop them now. What would fix for me? I pressed the razor down a couple more times, more these were deeper as they laced my arm. Six cut, Seven cut, Eight cut.. what's wrong with a little more? I sighed, watching the blood run down my arm. It sucks that I always turn back to this.. this pain.. to feel alive. As I begin to wrap my wrist, there was a knock at the door. Oh God. I forgot. Sam and Dean had left the bunker.. which meant I was here alone.. with Benny. Benny happens to be a vampire. "Y/N!?" Benny shouts, "Y/N you okay!?".. He knocks once again. I shivered. He sounded mad. Of all people why would he care?.. I sighed. "I-I'm fine. I slipped. I'm not decent" I replied finally. Another knock, and then the door knob twisted. "Don't fucking lie to me Y/N!" Benny yells, "Open the door!".. I pulled myself out of the floor, and before I knew it.. the door had been swung off its own hinges.. leaving a red eyed vamp in its place. I flinched and then cowered into a corner. Benny's eyes grew wide with shock at the image of my being. "Y/N.. I want you to breathe for me. Deep and slow. Y/N I'm so sorry for scaring you. I will not hurt you" Benny whispered, moving slowly towards me. I flinched again. I didn't need nor want his sympathy. His fingers brushed my arm gently. "Y/N are you okay with me.. holding you?" Benny asked. I sighed and closed my eyes.. which he took as a yes. Benny pulls me into his lap, and holds me close to his warm chest. "Breathe Y/N.. please.. tell me what got you thinking in such a way.. to hurt yourself?" Benny says, after a long.. quiet moment. I looked down at my wrist. "I'm not good enough. I can't hunt. I can't do anything right. I'm just always in the way of Sam and Dean. I'm nothing" I whispered. Benny drew in a tight breath through clenched teeth. "Y/N.. Baby.. I want you to look at me. You are not a waste of space. You are beautiful and strong and amazing. You're so smart. You're a big help with the boys. We all love you and we need you to keep fighting.. Hon" Benny says. I looked up at him, tears flooding my eyes. "You're not alone" Benny says, kissing my cheek. "Y/N I want you to make me a promise that you will come to me or the boys if you feel this way again.. Please" Benny whispered in my ear. I nodded.. I sighed.. and leaned into his arms. Slowly but surely.. I'd know that what he said was true.