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Jenni pov

I just returned home ,i felt like crying why... i really don't know maybe because i don't want to feel those things again to get me trapped in those haunting of hates and loneliness ..thankfully no one was at home i sprinted to home but i regretting that because i already feel lonely there was no hope in.. i just want to ..

End all of this ..

I kept crying crying i took the album of our sweet family i saw everyone's face smiling one which i lost long ago ..i feel empty
..i cant explain my loneliness
...i saw pictures while hot drop of tears stream down my face i felt like burden to everyone these are the words to explain my state right now ...out of blue my phone rang i picked it up smiled seeing its tae oppa call he went for long this time and this loneliness eating me up slowly..i pick up the call..

Tae: "hey sis how r u doing " ..

I tried to not to sound like crying ..but i didn't because i know that he will know it ...

Tae :" hey where r u .".

Me : "at home .."

Tae :" great how r u doing"

Me :" good what about u oppa "

Tae : "that great to hear ..ok i will take to u later i m little busy" ..

And he ended the call..

I felt like crying more my depression grows more in me ,i stood up find my medicine yes i have depression so i take depression control pills ..i found them i was devastated.

I looked at the pictures again..all of them oppa eomma last smile.....him ...why did u do this me y ...

Then instead of taking a pills i took the whole bunch of medicines ..and i was still not satisfied so i took the blade under neath my bed and cut my hand veins deeper and deeper and deeper more and more cuts until i was at loss of energy ..

i miss u mom i m coming ..
was the last the thing i said i blacked out ...

Taehyung pov

I was so excited to surprise my sis this is first time i went away from her

I can't resist the fact that since mom passed away and that accident i never left her side i always support her even she was suffering with depression yes i know that i saw her going to doctor .

I spy on her since its my job i do it to take care of her i came to know she have depression....

I was feeling excited i called she picked up a little late i talk to her not showing my excitedness but something was off she talk too less ...anxiety took over me i rushed to the home i stepped inside the house no one was there it was dead silence ...

but i can hear faint cry i assumed it from my jenni room so she is crying again she usually cry when no one is around ..so i let her cry ..i stood beside her rooms door the cry sound was disappearing ..

so i thought that she is stable now so i stepped forward to reach the door knob but as i stepped forward there was blood coming from the empty way of door at floor ...

i feel like crying and I don't want to belief this but i opened the door but the scene in front of me ..made me fell down on my knees .....

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Ayo ..hey everyone soo who is crying cause i m ...gosh ...let the thrilling keep going but i also don't like cliffhangers so i will upload soon...

Aniyo 😘

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