Chapter 1

CHAPTER 6 CARE

Alice P.O.V 

Care

How is it i wonder. How does it feels to have someone that truly values you. Your beliefs, your opinion on things from the most complex to the simplest. This is what i wanted all my life. Someone who cares if i'm dead or alive, someone cares if i'm happy or sad, just somebody, one person nothing more and nothing less. But where do you buy those 'cause honestly in that place that they call "world" i only see hollowing and empty souls, vacant hearts people that only care for themselves and nobody else. 

"You seem sceptical" i heard a voice and i was instantly snapped out of my thoughts. Oh yeah i had forgotten i was in the car with a complete bipolar stranger that some hours ago was threating me then confort me and now he is taking me home and he obvioulsy knows where my home is. So yeah that's crazy but honestly i dont have another choice! 

I kept my mouth shut because i would probably say something bad that would made him angry and then he wont take me home or i will have to go on feet and that's not a really a good idea obviously.

"That smart mouth of yours kept shut for the first time. You are in deep thought obviously so i am wondering what are you thinking. You can tell me voluntarilly or i can hear what you are thinking on my own very easily" he said staring at me and then back on the road, but i was keeping my eyes away from his intense stare.

'What?" i asked in impluse because obviously now he told me on his own he can read thoughts, so i am not crazy, so that means he is not a human? I need air or water or something.

"I will explain everything to you when we get home" he said in a smooth voice

'Whatever" i said and i was trying to sound like i didnt care but obviously i wanted to know all this nformation

'So tell me, i want to hear from you what you are thinking" 

"There is no point . Even though you asked, you dont really hear, feel or see. Nobody does". i said emotionless cause when i was younger it did bother me a lot that noone cared but now i'm used to it so it doesnt hurt anymore... 

"I know you lost you faith b.." he said and i instantly fired back 

"YOU KNOW SHIT!YOU HAVENT SEEN WHAT I'VE SEE, YOU WVENT WALKED MY PATH AND HELL NO YOU DONT KNOW MY STORY! SO DONT TELL ME YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW NOTHING!AND FAITH THERE IS NO FAITH IN ME ANYMORE SO JUST STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CARE AND LIKE YOU FEEL SORRY. I DONT WANT YOU COMPASSION! I'M FINE ON MY OWN AS ALWAYS!" i said with trembling voice as tears escaped my eyes and i didnt realised until their saltiness toucheed my tongue. 

"WHAT IF I KNOW ALICE? WHAT IF I DO CARE ABOUT YOU? WHAT IF I LOVE YOU?" he said and stopped the car right in front of my home. 

"Then you are lying" i said as i quickly stepped out of his fancy and expensiv car to get in my small cheap but really beautiful house. I liked my house even though it was small it was cute and i've put a lot of effort to make it look presentable. 

I was in front of my door now but his hand pullad me closer to him and now i was able to see his face. But i kept my stare as always away from because his eyes were making me feel emotions and i didnt want that. Especialy fear and i was never feared

"Look at me Alice!" he said but i didnt

"I said look at me God damned it!" he said louder and i finally gave in as i looked at him with my most intimidating stare but his was nothing compared to mine

"I am not lying! Alice it's time to see the world without your sorrow! I do care, i do love you and i can prove it to you if you just let me explain!" he said 

" Fine, explain" i said as i took my key under my  doormat and opened the door. 

I went in and he followed me from behind. He closed the door and suddenly he was in front of me making jump a bit because i wasnt expecting that!

"I think it's time for you to go to bed, you are tired. " he said 

" But you said you would explain!" i complained 

"Tomorrow, i promise!" he said and truly i was really tired to argue again so i went to my room without looking back 

 I started to dress off and then i put my sorts that i use for sleep and a t-shirt. 

"Thanks for the show by the way. It was really pleasurable to see you getting undressed in front of me but i would prefer to be the one who undress you." he said with a cheeky smile in his face  and i mentally  slaped my self for not cheking if he was coming in the room with me

"You are a pervert!" i said really socked from his words and his mood changes

"I never denied it, especially when i am near you.Goodnight Alice, sweet dreams" he said with a smirk in his face especiallly when he said the word sweet dreams, but i was too tired for that so i just closed my eyes and drifted instantly to sleep.

THAT WAS ALL FOLKS! <3 KISSES :*